{another day in paradise}

CHRISTMAS: day 1

2011-12-02T07:38:00.000-07:00

Decorating the Christmas tree is not just the application of ornaments when we are putting up the "family tree". It is like opening up a scrapbook of our adventures. We have all the handcrafted ornaments that the kiddos have made since they were old enough to hold a pair of scissors or squeeze a glue bottle, We have the wreaths made of puzzle pieces that capture how young they were at the time. Reindeers made from their hand impressions and various paper mached items. Then we have the ornaments that we have gotten on various trips or vacations: cruise ships, mermaids, pieces of Yellowstone or Yosemite. My favorite is when we start putting up the ornaments that Steve and I have given to each other. Sometimes they are just cute holiday ornaments and others represent something we did that year. For example this year Steve gave me an ornament that looks like a purse to represent my new "business" venture. I made him one with a picture of Suzy Bogguss and a little guitar because he got to meet her this year after her concert.

Once it is all done, the ornaments are on, the angel is atop the tree and the pretty red bows have been attached to various limbs. I love to step back and bask in all we have done in our 16 years of marriage. A reminder of our good life and how much we are blessed.

RACES turns into a LESSON

2011-10-29T19:17:00.001-06:00

Today was the Provo Halloween Half Marathon. Steve ran this last year and it looked like so much fun I wanted to do it this year. I ran in the 2nd wave because I run slower than a 2:10. That did not phase me. I positioned myself with the 3:00 pacer. The gun was fired and we were off. I loved how the pacer ran. She ran/walked and it was a perfect pace. I was feeling great tackling the descent like a pro. So I am proud to announce I ran the best first 3 miles evah!!! And then it all came to a HALT!!!

As I started mile 3, I was running a steep curve and my foot landed wrong and I turned my ankle. I tried to walk it off and attempted a couple of jogs to catch up with the 3:00 Pacer. It soon became evident that it was futile. My ankle was too sore and trying to "hobble" down the canyon was the best I could hope for. I tried to keep a positive attitude. I was talking to myself, "...you can do this....its fine to walk...you NEED to finish..." When I got to the flatter section of the course, it definitely helped a little, but I had definitely slowed down. Everyone was passing, even a pair of UmpaLumpa. SERIOUSLY!!! It was getting harder to keep the positive self talk going. It slowly turned into, "what was I thinking...I am just fooling myself that I can do these kind of things...Steve is going to be so disappointed in me..."

I run with a Gamin watch. I began to do the math...it wasn't looking good. I also realized I was living up to my saying, "someone has to be last and it might as well be me." I was keeping up with a set of people walking, but around mile 7 I began to drop off. I was compensating for the ankle, the rest of my body was aching: my knee, my hip, up through my back to my neck. Now my thoughts are, "I AM PATHETIC...how am I going to get to the finish... please let Steve find me soon,,," Shortly before getting to mile marker 9 I saw Steve and I seriously lost it. I began to cry and apologize for my failure. He kept telling me to stop apologizing. It happens. And I know it happens, but why did it have to happen to me. I suck at this as it is.

Steve left me at the parking lot and ran back to the finish, where he needed to catch the bus to take him to where we parked in the morning and then come back and get me. It took about 1 1/2 hours, while I sat in the freezing cold. I can't complain. It was seriously better at that point to freeze to death than to try to walk another 5 miles. I spent a lot of time thinking. So grateful for Steve. EVERY race we have run together, when he is done, he turns around and comes back up the trail and encourages me to finish. He is my own personal cheerleader. He is always so proud of my small accomplishment. He makes me feel as though I am a winner. All I could think was, "will he be disappointed". He is such an accomplished runner. I wish I could be more his equal in this hobby. Steve finally got there and I entered the warm car and then the complete disappointment enveloped me. I had not finished. I may be slow, but I have never not finished!!! I expressed to him my sense of failure. He then told me he was proud of me. He knows how hard this is for me. That at least I try and that these things happens, even to the most accomlished runner. He asked if I wanted to get my medal...the thought of that medal crushed me. That is the symbol of completion, of SUCCESS. How could I accept that piece of hardware knowing I fell short. The ride home I rode with a broken heart. Now my biggest fear was telling my kids. I have liked knowing the see me do these things that I am obviously not good at, but I FINISH. We walked in the door and on the landing they had made a sign saying "WELCOME HOME MOM and DAD" with a drawing of the two of us running. That definitely warmed my heart. Then I had to tell them that I had not finished. I was injured and did not cross the finish and it was then that one of them said to me, "we are proud of you mom and least you tried".

And that's the truth of it isn't it. I could just throw up my hands and say, "I suck at running I am not doing this...I am slow...It's too much work" but I don't!! I keep putting myself out there and trying, pushing myself. Doing things that are not in my comfort zone. I don't want to commit to any races now, but I don't think I am hanging up my wa-ogging shoes. I owe it to myself to keep trying!!! So grateful for my support system: Steve and the kids that keep me going.

Halloween Crafts...

2011-09-29T16:20:00.000-06:00

Mikki saw this at Swiss Days and shared with me...so we HAD to make it. Love all the different shaped letters and the glittered witch hat

Love the way my fireplace and mantel turned out this year. Replaced my fireplace screen with these fence post animals.

Close up of the fence post figures

I purchased 2 vinyl subway arts from Wood Connection...Cut a piece of wood to 12x12, painted it and then applied the vinyl. So simple but way cute!!

I made this one at the end of last Halloween, but had to share it. Everyone in the family has said home much they like that little guy!!

Always in my Heart

2011-09-27T16:42:00.000-06:00

Much of my thoughts have been on my Grandma Sansevero....Susie Sansevero....for the past few days. I am not sure why. Do you ever just suddenly find you are missing someone, even if it has been years (20+) since you have seen that person. That is how I have felt recently. I have wondered if it is because I have been watching many of the Soap Operas going off the air. To many people this probably seems like no big deal, but this would have CRUSHED my Gram. Well she would have been crushed watching all the early morning game shows disappear first. I remember as a child the ritual of sitting down and watching Password, Jokers Wild, Tic Tac Dough, Price is Right or Wheel of Fortune in the morning as she crocheted and once we had challenged our brains sufficiently we settled into episodes of Ryan's Hope, Another World and Days of Our Lives. She loved to watch her "shows". And now as an adult (I am admitting this for all the world or at least the 5 people that actually read my blog) I LOVE soaps...I have been known to sneak away and watch a little bit of All My Children, One Life to Live or General Hospital. So now, to what the era come to an end, I can't help but remember Gram and those moments of watching the programs with her.

In that same mobile home that I was introduced to "over the top" soaps, there sat an end table that held a treasure trove of photos from the 1940s and 1950s. There were these beautiful images of a much younger Susie; dressed up in fashions of the era-dresses, high heel shoes and beautiful hats. I loved looking through those pictures. I am sure that was the beginning of my love for things "retro"or "vintage". She would tell me stories about what a fun lady she was back in the day and I could see that in the pictures. I am so sad those beautiful pictures have disappeared and I am pretty sure I will never see them again.

So much of who I am, came from Grandma. She was a card player. She Rummy and Canasta. I was playing Canasta when I was eight and LOVING it. To this day I love playing cards. She was a crafter of sorts. She crocheted. She made doilies, blankets, table clothes, dolls. I remember her giving me one of her crochet needles and some yarn and teaching me to crochet at a young age. I don't crochet much now, but I am pretty "crafty" and feel good if my hands are busy. She loved to sun bathe. I know it is not PC to layout and bake yourself, but I still love to lay out on a lounge chair in the backyard and feel the sun on my skin. This was an Italian woman that loved the food of her heritage. I remember the kitchen on Christmas Eve being enveloped with the aroma of different seafood and fishy scents. She made homemade macaroni (what we refer to as pasta) on the dining room table. And even with her love of Mediterranean cuisine, she had an love for Chinese food. YUM!!

I am so grateful for the time I spent with Gram as a child and all she exposed me to and taught me. I still love her tons and hope I keep parts of her alive to my kiddos by exposing them to the things she introduced me to.

TOP of UTAH

2011-09-17T18:58:00.000-06:00

Yesterday, Steve and I left the kiddos with my mom and pop while we sneaked away to Logan for his marathon. We spent Friday evening birthday shopping for the twins, having dinner and just enjoying a little one-on-one time. But the main reason we were up there was for Steve. He woke up at 4am, dressed and went down to the lobby on the Holiday Inn Express we were staying at to meet the shuttle that would take him to the start. I stayed in the room snuggled up in the bed, just watching the clock as I imagined what he was experiencing-the anticipation, the cold, the build up of adrenaline, etc...I finally got my self dressed and stopped off at WalMart to pick up an umbrella because Mother Nature had played a little joke on us that morning by raining. I made it to the finish line with my new umbrella protecting me from the rain as I watched 5K runners. This year I had signed up to get text message notifications of where Steve was a long the course and it actually worked this time. I kind of liked that. It helped me anticipate exactly when Steve would be crossing the finish line. The timer above the finish line hit 3:00 hours and I knew it would not be long until I would see my runner. There he was about ten minutes later running towards me. I just can't help myself when I see Steve during his races. I yell and call his name. Many of the people around me looked as if I had two heads, but truthfully I didn't care. I am always so extremely proud of Steve. He works hard during the months leading up to his races. He runs on his days off, whether he wants to or not. I know he sets the bar high for himself to achieve a certain time, but I am always tickled that he comes in as early as he does. I was inspired by watching him run some of these marathons to tackle my first half marathons. I obviously don't achieve the excellence that he does, but I have learned that you run your own race and have learned to be proud of my accomplishments. I hope he remembers those lessons he taught me as he continues to challenge himself and run future races.

TEMPLE to TEMPLE

2011-09-11T16:59:00.000-06:00

What a great way to start Labor Day morning, we woke up early and drove up to the Oquirrh Mountain Temple to participate in the Temple to Temple Steeplechase race. Steve and the kids did this one last year while I was in Virginia Beach participating in a Half Marathon. I was actually kind of jealous that they had done such a neat race, so as soon as I heard that registration for this had opened I made sure we were doing it.

The kids took off and Steve hung out with me in the rear of the pack. It is actually a pretty cool course. I would like to do it more often. We caught up with the kiddos at the finish which was at the Jordan River Temple, 5 miles later. I think one of the best parts of doing these races with the kids is seeing that look of accomplishment in their eyes.

CREATIVE ESCAPE

2011-09-11T15:28:00.000-06:00

Annette and I went to Creative Escape this year. Unfortunately, this was the last one. Kathy and Kim joined us also. The first day we spent doing the various make and takes. We made the aprons we are wearing. Heidi Swapp taught that class sponsored by YuDu. We did not actually get to use the YuDu machines, the images were all put on the aprons before we got there. But we did get to make the cute chiffon flowers. And I love finding new techniques to make flowers.

The next day, our classes began. Karen Burniston was our first teacher. We made a cute album in the Creative Escape colors, but the most exciting part was the pop up we assembled. I never know I could make something like that and actually have it work. Our next class was with Amy Totty. I actually have taken classes with her before and have always loved the projects. She did not disappoint me this time either. We mostly worked on the cover for an album. She had us use UHU glue stick and "smushed" fabric onto the glue to make a ruching pattern. I was not sure it would turn out the way she was saying it would, but it did. Probably the best technique I have learned in a long time. Out final class for the day was with my all time favorite, Ali Edwards. Her projects are always so simple, but extremely meaningful.

What is almost as important as scrapbooking, GOOD FOOD!!! Our meals were included in our registration fee. The dinner was tasty, but these mini apple pies were to die for. And after dinner, when we returned to our rooms we had some goodies from Creative Escape waiting for us. I don't think we cared much what was actually in the gift bags, but just loved getting a surprise.

The evening was spent getting some of the projects from our day finished up.

Saturday was also filled with four more classes. We made a cute welcome sign with Heidi Lynn Schreiber. We embossed some of the papers for the sign and again I discovered something new to get excited about. We then made more fabric flowers. This was so much fun. Janet Hopkins was a different class. It wasn't an album or page. It was a shadow box frame that you decorate. It was a fun project and I will hang it in my scraproom, but after having taken a few classes from Janet, I was actually a little disappointed that it was an album. Our final class was with Vicki Boutin. She taught a couple of 12x12 layouts and I don't usually do anything in that size anymore, but I loved some of the techniques she taught and other ideas she gave us. She is totally a cute lady. So glad I was able to take her class.

Then before we knew it, we were at the final dinner. The end of another great scrapping get away. I love having these escapes with other creative women. Thanks to the teachers at the event, but especially to my wonderful friends that I spent the time with.

PHOTOS of HAWAII

2011-08-10T09:12:00.000-06:00

Wait a minute...that doesn't say Washington DC!!!

Body surfing on Kamaole Beach II

Katie ready to do some snorkeling at Black Rock

Belle with her completed sand sculpture.
People stopped and took pictures of it.

After snorkeling with the sea turtles at Hono Cove

Stopped at the BlowHole

A little shaka from my two guys

One of the many waterfalls on the Road to Hana

Stop at "Halfway to Hana" for a shaved ice with vanilla ice cream...YUM-O!!!!

Steve and the kids after hiking down to the "Three Bears" falls

Steve showing us how to climb the coconut tree.
Its not as easy as you would think

My awesome family at Wai'anapanapa State Park

Yes, we have bananas today!!!

Becky making a sea turtle

Nikki boogie boarding for the first time in YEARS!!!

Some good looking kids...can't believe how big they all are

Belle at Haleakala National Park...10,000 feet above sea level!!

My beautiful daughter, Katie, during the beautiful Maui sunset

Can't believe how beautiful these girls are

Aloha Maui....Mahalo for a wonderful family vacation!!!

KISS ME DIRTY

2011-07-03T16:48:00.000-06:00

BEFORE the RACE, CLEAN and PRISTINE

I participated in a different kind of race this week...a MUD RUN.

My friends, Jennifer and Mikki, talked me into signing up for this cool race series named "KISS ME DIRTY". HOLY COW!!! This has every other race I have every done beat!!! I was so afraid there would be a 12 foot wall we would have to scale and jump off of. But quite the contrary, the obstacles were very manageable. There were walls to climb and puddles to crawl through, but it was hilariously crazy. I have to admit, having Jennifer and Mikki there to do it along with made it that much more fun. We were chucking clumps of mud and pushing and pulling eachother into the puddles. The little streams that we had to traverse were so cold, my feet were cramping up. In the end there was mud all over our bodies, hair, in the shoes and even in places that were pretty well covered (that's what I discovered when I got home to take a shower). We found out there is another race in August and are planning to do it again. Who knew physical activity could be so much FUN!!!

If you are curious how some of the course looked here are some pictures the local newspaper took yesterday.

AFTER 4 MESSY MILES of OBSTACLES on WHEELER FARM

Books, books, books

2011-06-29T14:46:00.001-06:00

Belle and her friends had gone to the pool and Steve was enjoying spending some time with Zack. So what was there for me to do? One of my favorite things...TREASURE HUNTING at DESERET INDUSTRIES. I wasn't looking for anything in particular. I just meandered through the store and found myself where I usually end up, over at the books.

I LOVE BOOKS.

I love having shelves with biographies, the classics, contemporary fiction, self help, how to guides and even those large coffee table books. I think it has carried over from the home I was brought up in. There were always books on the bookshelf that I loved to flip through. And my own mother would spend her "free time" reading all sorts of books. I have become a NOOK user and actually like it. It is very convenient to bring a whole library of e-books along with me on a vacation, but truly it doesn't replace the feeling of holding a book on your lap, flipping through a biography looking at the photos or even the sound of breaking in the spine of a new book... So Yesterday, I managed to find seven more books to add to our shelves:

THE CENTURY by Peter Jennings: This is a great coffee table book that chronicles the events of the 20th Century. The photos are incrdible and fun to look at. Loved seeing just what an incredible 100 years the last century was. ($5)

HOME by Julie Andrews: I am looking forward to reading this one. Who doesn't love Julie Andrews? Mary Poppins, Maria Von Trapp, who ever she was playing in the movies, you couldn't help but love her and envy her for all her stinkin' talent. ($1)

GLIMPSES into the LIFE and HEART of MARJORIE PAY HINCKLEY by Virginia H. Pearce: I have seen this book for years in Seagull book store on my own friend's book shelves, but have never gotten it. This was truly a treasure. I look forward to read this one. I thought she was such an adorable woman and enjoyed seeing her with the Prophet Gordon B. Hinckley. I often thought when Steve and I got old, I hoped we would have a relationship as sweet as the two of them. ($1)

I also managed to find some cheap paperback classic to add to the shelves...

THE SCREWTAPE LETTERS by CS Lewis, AROUND THE WORLD in 80 DAYS byJules Verne, PICTURE of DORIAN GREY by Oscar Wilde, and FALL of the HOUSE of USHERS by Edgar Allan Poe. ($.50 ea)

Not a bad way to spend $9.00. I hope by filling the house with a wide array of books I am also instilling the love for books on my kids.

THE FAMILY THAT RUNS TOGETHER...

2011-06-22T17:58:00.000-06:00

Saturday, June 18th...the family was up and dressed at 6:00am in the morning and we were driving to the Pavilion at the River Trail in South Jordan. Steve, the kids and I signed up to run in the Country Fest 5K. We did this race with the kids a couple of years ago and had a GREAT experience and the kids have been asking to do another race. The weather was perfect and the race started on time. Steve and the kids began in the front of the pack while I took my usual place bringing up the rear. I started with my friend Mikki by my side, but as soon as I began to "run" I realized I needed to start of a little slower and waved her ahead. The sweetheart that she is, she tried to encourage me to stay with her, but I told her to go ahead and make her best time. So I was on my own and to be honest, I don't mind it too much. It makes me very self conscience to "run" with someone. I don't run for long and feel like such a loser, so it is just easier to run alone and go at my pace. I do try to challenge myself. As the continued down the path I could see Mikki and one of my girls running together. What an awesome feeling to know that there was someone encouraging my daughter along too. I did not see Steve cross the finish, which told me I was doing better than I had the last time I had run this course. I kept pushing along and began to made my way through the neighborhood. I actually enjoy that portion the most. I love the pretty houses we run, or in my case, wa-og by. As I was about a half way through the neighborhood, there I saw my angel. Steve was there to help encourage me, as he has done in all my races, through the remainder of the race. I love to see his face. He always makes me feel like I am accomplishing something and that I have ALL the abilities to do it. I crossed the finish line a little after 45 minutes (my goal was 45minutes). Mikki, who had come in 6 minutes before me and all my kids along with Steve, stood there at the finish cheering me in. Gotta love that family of mine!!!

We hung around for the awards. Steve knew he was getting an award for his age division, which was a FIRST place. He also came in FOURTH overall...holy cow that man of mine can run FAST!!!

We hung around through the other awards to see if any of our kiddos had placed and we were glad we did...

BECKY won a 1st PLACE medal

BELLE 2nd PLACE medal

KATIE took a 3rd PLACE medal

in their age division...They were all tickled and I must say, I was a pretty proud mama.

As usual, I am very blessed for my family, especially Steve that supports me and is my biggest cheerleader. He makes me feel like I can do ANYTHING and has helped me to do things I would never have dreamed I could do.

RED, WHITE & BLUE JEAN BBQ

2011-06-18T16:52:00.001-06:00

Went to my first Republican fundraiser. Pop was in town this weekend for the Republican Convention as a delegate and invited the kids and I do go along the night before for this gathering. It was pretty neat. After having taught the Constitution class for the last 3 years to fifth graders, it was fun to have my kiddos actually meet the Governor and also one of our Congressmen. Governor Herbert was quite kind and took a few minutes to talk to my kids and told them about the making of the Capitol Building here in our state and how forward thinking the founders of our state were. That they were preparing things for their generation. It was quite an neat talk. The governor even put his arm around while he spoke...kind of cute. He was a very nice man.

Before leaving the park, we stopped for a photo opp with Congressman Jason Chaffetz. I was proud of how my children conducted themselves.

My Library Find

2011-06-11T16:51:00.000-06:00

One of my all time favorite things to do is to peruse the shelves at the library and find little gems to read. I especially like the organizational section and the craft/sewing shelves. This last trip to the library with the kiddos I found this book: Vintage Notions by Amy Barickman . This is one of the most charming books I have seen in a while. It was on the shelf with other sewing books, so I picked it up thinking it would be about notions (buttons, snaps, decorative stitches, etc.) that had been used in the past on clothing. And the book does touch on some of that, but it is so much more.

The book's introduction acquaints you with Mary Brooks Picken . I had never heard of this woman, but after reading her brief biography and the rest of the book, I fell in love. She made being a homemaker, not just what women had to do, but made it an art. She opened the The Women's Institute of Domestic Arts and Sciences. The school had correspondence courses in dressmaking, millinery, cooking, fashion design, beauty and homemaking. There were newsletters that went out to students between 1916 and 1934. Amy Barickman, the author of this book, took those newsletters and felt that much of the information that was still relevant for today's woman. And I agree. As I read some of these articles, it reaffirmed to me I was born 60 years too late. I have been in love with the styles and trends of the 1920s and 30s. I would have loved to have been the housewife who would find these little newsletters in my postbox. I would have devoured the information and tried to apply it to my life. I would love to apply some of these tips and skills to my 21st century life.

Some of the quaint things I read were on beauty: "...too much rouge, too much powder, like chewing gum, is seldom evidenced by a woman of refinement"

Or on having a fulfilling life: "...We must measure our lives in terms of what gives us joy. When we do that, we build up happiness in our lives out of what we do. Then, with the advance of our years, we can say, as did Julia Ward Howe, when asked if it wasn't harder to grow old, "No, the deeper I drink the cup, the sweeter it grows. The sugar is all at the bottom."

On becoming a little plumper in our mature years: "In the struggle to keep young, women often view the approach of flesh with something like despair. But good, firm flesh, rightly distributed, makes a woman look younger after she has passed 35." ...AMEN, more proof that I was just born too late.

The book is sectioned by month and within each month there is beauty advice, inspirational essays, patterns, hand stitching tutorials and recipes. I would love to spend each month trying the patterns and skills that are taught within the pages, but unfortunately I will have to return this book to the library, but I think I am going to purchase a copy to add to my own personal library.

ARCHES

2011-06-10T22:13:00.036-06:00

First week of Zack and Belle being out of school and the last week of the twins being off track...we loaded into the truck with the camper in tow and drove down to the southeastern Utah. Steve found us a great site to camp outside of Moab named Onion Creek. It was a beautiful area, but one of the best parts was the small stream that flowed behind our site. As soon as we arrived all the kids were in the water building dams (or darns as Katie called them because she did not want to use the "swear" word). Then once that began to get old they changed into their swimsuits and had mud fights. So much laughing, chasing and mudslinging...so much fun to watch my kiddos enjoy each other. The wind was blowing pretty hard that day which prevented us from cooking our dinner over the fire pit. So Steve made our yummy fajita dinner on the stove in the camper and we ate inside too. Luckily the wind died down by sunset and we were able to put up the kids tent, so they would have a place to sleep.

The next day we had yummy sausage and egg muffin and then we drove back into town to start our day in Arches National Park. We decided to make the Delicate Arch hike our first one of the day. It was a little more difficult than both Steve and I had anticipated, but it was well worth it when we got there. The last time (7 years ago) we were there we only went to the viewpoint, so it was neat to actually stand under that iconic arch and get our pictures taken. I did get a nervous with the slant of the ground, but luckily I had Steve to hold my hand and reassure me that I would be ok. We made our return hike back to the truck and played silly “games”. We had a Spanish speaking family behind us and could hear parts of their conversations. So Steve and I would identify a word or two that we recognized and then try to come up with what they could be talking about, the sillier the better.

We found a pleasant spot to have a picnic lunch before going to Double Arch and The Windows. Lots of laughing and giggling went on as we walked from one arch to another. We did a lot of people watching, even made a contest out of trying to spot the tourist that was wear “dress shoes” on the hiking trail. We were disappointed to find most people had proper foot wear on, made it difficult to play our “game”. After visiting the Windows, Steve and the kids ran ahead of me (I am pretty slow when I am on the trail) and just when I started to feel deserted, they popped out from behind a bush, it was actually quite cute. I love my family for the silly things they do.

We even took a moment to recreate one of my favorite pictures from our first trip to Arches. Katie was 4 years old and was so tired from the hiking when we got to the fork on the trail and we were deciding which side to walk down, she laid her head down on Steve's backpack and fell asleep. Se was just as cute at 11 as she was seven years before. Katie wasn't the only one to be “cute”. Becky had decided to THUMB (a G rated version of giving the finger) the people we drove by. Initially it was just suppose to be the rafters, but quickly became anyone we drove by. She was so funny and enjoyed it so much. It cracked me up.

Steve and I even got in on the silliness. Not that it is really silly, but our song: “Then You Can Tell Me Good-Bye” by Neal McCoy came on and we do as we always do, Steve found a spot to pull over and we got out of the truck and began to dance right there in Arches National Park. There were a couple of people that stopped and watched us. I like to think that they thought it was cute and hopefully not that we were crazy. My cute kids even got out my camera and took a couple of pictures. I love the little things we do.

Before leaving the Moab area on Wednesday morning we went into the park one final time and did part of the Devil's Garden hike. There are a few different arches along the trail. We were pleasantly surprised by the one named Pint Tree Arch. It had a great view of the park, the arch itself was quite pretty with the shrubs and trees that were growing around the base. We then walked to Landscape Arch (which our family refers to as Becky's Arch) and took some pictures around there. Steve and the kids left me in the shade to play with my camera and they continued on to Navajo Arch. We were there early enough to beat most of the heat. We went back to our truck and left Arches.

Before beginning the five hour drive back to South Jordan we stopped into Zax Pizza in Moab (a MUST for anyone stopping into Moab) Their beer and cheese soup is delicious and their pizza bar offers a variety of pizza to choose from. If you don't see something you like, tell them and they'll make it for you. I love that the kids are growing up sometimes. There were no Gameboys or videos playing for the entire drive and we just talked, sang and laughed and the whole trip was FUN. It was a great mini vacation. So grateful for all the planning Steve puts into these trips. I am not much of a camper and hiker, but he always makes sure I am comfortable and am able to enjoy the experience, which I end up doing. Looking forward to the next adventure the Webers go on....Stay tuned!!

OGDEN HALF MARATHON, AGAIN

2011-05-29T19:46:00.000-06:00

Steve and I after the race.
Pretty tired, but the medal makes it all worth it!!

This was my 4th time running the 1/2 Marathon in Ogden.

Steve and I got to the "busstops" about 5:00 am. Steve loaded onto his full marathon bus and I found my half marathon bus and boarded. I sat around others that were as anxious as myself to begin the 13.1 mile journey back down the canyon. I had my earbuds in my ears and was already getting "pumped up" by my playlist, but I could still hear the people who sat around me talking. The discussed times and fuel, but the comments that caught my attention the most was one of the runners saying, "...you know what really impresses me? The people that walk the half marathon. That is a LONG time to walk, I'm not sure I could do it..." I can't even tell you how much it meant to me to hear them essentially be talking about me. Made me feel pretty good.

The message that kept me going for 4 more miles

The start was not as cold as I had anticipated it to be. It began a little late, but once we got going I began to warm up. It was a beautiful day to be racing. It had rained 5 days in a row prior to race day. Spent the 13.1 miles alternating between walking and jogging. When I came up to mile 9, I began to remember how hard the race gets for me from that point on. It was then that I could hear my phone ringing. I had just received a text message from my daughter, Belle. It said, "LET'S GO MOM". I teared up a little. How did she know I needed that. It was that message that pushed me the next 4 miles.

Yep, that's me running!!!

Steve passed me after mile 10. I was still feeling pretty confidant and impressed at how my body was feeling. Nothing ached or hurt. Before I knew I was running the last tenth of a mile and could see the finish line that never seemed to get any closer. I did finally get there and finished the race and got my medal. Another half marathon done.

NATIONAL JUNIOR HONOR SOCIETY

2011-05-05T17:46:00.000-06:00

Ysabelle was inducted in the National Junior Honor Society last night. It was quite an accomplishment for my girl. During her 6th grade year, she had a hard time balancing school work with having a social life. She opted many times to skip studying or doing homework to hang out with her friends. When this school year began, which happens to be her 1st year in middle school, she had set a personal goal to make honor roll. I wasn't sure if she would be able to meet that goal after the bumps she had through 6th grade. Then the first quarter report card came out and sure enough, she had made the honor roll and this continued with the following 2 report cards. So I was not surprised when she brought home the application to join the National Junior Honor Society. And we were pleased when we got the letter saying she had been accepted.

The program was quite nice. The student officers each took a characteristic that exemplifies a member of the NJHS, which included Citizenship, Service, Character, Scholarship, and Leadership. The principal, Mr. McLeod spoke for a brief time about how impressed he is by the youth that are so willing to give service to their communities. Then the members of the National Junior Honor Society stood and repeated the pledge:

"I pledge myself to uphold the high purposes of the South Jordan Middle School National Junior Honor Society to which I have been selected. I will be true to the principles for which it stands. I will be loyal to my school and will maintain and encourage high standards of scholarship, service, leadership, character, and citizenship."

Then I watched as Belle's name was called and she received her certificate and shook hands with the principal. I am always the typical proud mama when my kiddos accomplish something. More proud of their accomplishments, no matter how small or large they maybe, than anything I ever have accomplished myself.

A ROYAL WEDDING

2011-05-03T17:55:00.000-06:00

When I was 9 years old, my mom and I got up early and watched Lady Diana Spencer marry Prince Charles. It was so magical to me. The beautiful dress, the carriage she rode in, to walk out of the church as a Princess. It was just a real life fairytale. Well, as soon as I heard that Prince William had proposed to Kate Middleton I knew I would want to share the experience with my girls, just as my mom had done for me. I was grateful when mom invited us to her home to watch the festivities at 2 am. So the girls and I drove down to Ferron on Thursday evening after Belle's softball game. We slept for 3 hours and woke up and entered the tv room to find crowns for us to wear, tea and pastries. We wore our nicest pajamas as we watched the hatted women arrive at the church and eventually got to see Prince Charles and the Queen which was quite fun to see. Then the moment came when we saw Kate in her beautiful dress. It was breathtaking. By the time the hour long ceremony was done, the girls were ready to get a little shut eye. I admit I closed my eyes for a few minutes, but woke up in time to watch as the newly named Duke and Duchess of Cambridge kissed on the balcony to the 500,000 people who had gathered to celebrate the union. So glad I took the time to share this with my girls. I listened to some people who are LDS mentioned how sad it was that these two had married for just time...I guess I am just happy to see two people, who are obviously very much in love with each other, make that commitment. I loved watching the fairytale. Sometimes its nice to just be taken away in the fairytale...

CERAMICS

2011-04-22T14:45:00.000-06:00

While visiting my parents in Ferron, mom decided to take the kiddos to Emery to a little ceramic shop (it is one of the ONLY businesses in this whole town). The girlies picked out the figurine that to paint. Katie chose a cute little elephant, Becky a family of wolves and Belle a sweet little fairy. The girls really seemed to enjoy being creative. The tried a little dry brushing to help make the details in the figurines stand out.

It was pretty quiet while the girls did the painting...lots of tongues sticking out as they concentrated on each stroke. The final products are quite good for little girls having painted them.

SALT LAKE MARATHON

2011-04-17T17:40:00.000-06:00

Our "race" season began this weekend. Steve and I both participated in the Salt Lake Half Marathon with our friends Dayna and Ryan. It was a great day for a race. The start line was not as cold as we had anticipated. The men took their place towards the front of the large mass that were gathering at the start. Dayna joined me towards the rear. It is always a little exciting as you stand there the few minutes before you actually start. There is a palpable energy. They counted down and then the airhorn was blown, and then...we waited a few more minutes before we actually started as we made our way, slowly, to that start.

I enjoyed my running playlist in one ear as Dayna chatted with me in the other. We alternated jogging with walking (much more walking than jogging). By mile 9 Dayna was ready to run a little more and my hip was not having any of that, so she went a head. Luckily it was then that my running angel (Steve) appeared. He had finished his race with a time of 1:23, wrapped his knee that has been giving him trouble and made his way back up the course to me. I had him by my side as I finished the course...3:44...not wonderful by any stretch of the imagination, but I really don't care. I am proud of my accomplishment. I would love to be a "real runner" some day, but not sure I have it in me. At least I am out there doing something, something I would have never thought I would do in my life...

13

2011-04-17T17:26:00.000-06:00

Last weekend we celebrated Ysabelle's 13th Birthday.

I still can't get over it...she is a teenager. I remember that little baby that laid in the bassinet while in the hospital and I looked in at her and wondered what she would be like as she matured. Would we be friends, would she be athletic or a cheerleader, would Steve have to scare the boys away from this beautiful girl?

And now I know...she is a beautiful young woman. She is very independant, but has moments that she needs her mom and dad for support still. She is very smart and can do anything that she puts her mind to. She can be very nurturing to little ones and compassionate to those who need help. She can dance and play sports. She is a natural on the piano and has a beautiful voice when she sings. She just seems to be a natural at anything she tries. She is going therough the typical preteen/teenage angst that so many of us have gone through. I hope she will continue through these upcoming years with few heartbreaks and tears.

I love that girl, my baby girl...

Welcome to your teenage years, Bell-E-Button!!!

TEPANYAKI

2011-02-25T07:19:00.000-07:00

Took Katie to Tepanyaki last night to celebrate her completing the "no sugar" bet for 1 YEAR!!!

She was tickled to have a "seafood feast". She enjoyed shrimp, salmon and scallops. But I think the thing she enjoyed the most was the show we watched as our food was cooked up. We both were able to catch the shrimp!!

THE STATE is in SESSION

2011-02-25T07:06:00.000-07:00

This week I went to the Utah State Capitol with Becky and Katie's 5th Grade classes. Last year I did chaperone the field trip that took us on a tour of the capitol building, but "nothing" was going on. We pretty much had the entire building to ourselves as we toured the different rooms. That was not the case this time. The state congress was in session and there were people EVERYWHERE. We were able to go to the Governor's office which was neat. Of course we did not get to see meet Governor Herbert, which had disappointed Becky. We sat in on the House of Representatives for a few minutes. They were discussing the budget for the state and then the representative from South Jordan, Merlynn Newbold, acknowledged our presence in the gallery. Which excited the kids. We were not allowed into the gallery for the Senate. Mike Lee was addressing the Senate and the doors were locked, BUMMER!!

Before I knew it we were loading back on the school bus to return to the elementary school. I was a little disappointed...yes, I am little my inner geek out...I could have sat in there for hours. I would love to listen how bills are discussed and voted on.

On the way back to the school, Katie, Becky and I played around with my camera and took some fun pictures. I enjoy all my kiddos so much and glad I have these opportunities to do these activities with them.

VALENTINES DAY

2011-02-14T17:54:00.001-07:00

The table all set awaiting the kids for their special Valentines Day Breakfast. I set it the night before so it would be ready to go. I also placed at each of the kiddos places their gifties...Steve and I gave the girls small stuffed bears that said, "I LOVE YOU" whenever you squeezed its paw. And Zack got a gift box of M&M's (although I hate to admit it he is getting kind of old for the stuffed animals). One of the things the kids were most excited about was the cards for both of us. We had each written them a small note to let them know just how much we love them and feel blessed to have them in our family.

Steve and I got up a little early and worked on breakfast together...Steve did the bulk of the cooking: bacon, eggs and the fruit salad. While I slaved away at making pancakes that were shaped like hearts. It was kind of nice to be in the kitchen with my honey working on this festive breakfast for the kiddos.

It was a yummy breakfast. Something about the heart shape must make those pancakes taste even yummier. It was nice to gather around the table in the morning with the kids. They were so excited for the Valentines and the breakfast. Steve and I are truly blessed to have such a wonderful family. I am so glad that we have made them a part of the Valentines celebration!!

Steve and I continued our "14 DAYS of VALENTINES". These are some of the books I have made in the past, but this year I moved away from that. I saw a neat project of the blog Paper, Plate and Plane . She had made an advent calendar at Christmas time that were Lego boxes made from card stock. As soon as I saw this, I knew what I would do for Steve's 14 Days...Lego Heart!!! And inside each box there would be a famous quote about love. This was the MOST TEDIOUS project I have ever worked on. I am very glad I did, but HOLY MOLY!!! I am glad Steve appreciated it as much as he did. He was even more thoughtful he made me heart shaped Popsicles in different flavors. And attached to each was a green leaf that a quote from romantic movies. The various flavors he came up with for each days Popsicle was pretty exciting to see. There was a Diet Coke (of course), pineapple, orange, raspberry, blueberry, hot cocoa, peanut butter, pancake batter, but the one that I just could not eat was...PICKLE JUICE. That was so stinkin' salty!!! Luckily he gave that one to me on Fast Sunday, so I couldn't eat it anyway.

It was a pretty wonderful Valentines season...kind of sad to see it come to an end. I'll have to start to plan what I am going to do for Steve in 2012!!

MAKING WHOOPIE

2011-02-13T20:05:00.001-07:00

Spent this afternoon making my friend Sarah's recipe for

WHOOPIE PIES

4 cups flour

2 cups sugar

1 cup cocoa

3 teaspoons baking soda

1 teaspoon baking powder

1 teaspoon salt

2 eggs

2 cups milk

1 cup cooking oil

Sift dry ingredients into bowl.

Add other ingredients and mix well.

Drop onto ungreased cookie sheet and bake about 7 minutes at 425 degrees.
FILLING

1 cup Crisco shortening

1 teaspoon vanilla

1 cup confectioners sugar

1 cup marshmallow cream (fluff)

Mix well, add about 2 Tablespoons of milk if it is to thick.

Note….the chocolate cake part tastes GROSS without the filling so don’t try it. TRUST me on this one. Something magical happens when the two combine!

Once the pies were baked and assembled I packaged a few of them in cellophane bags and pretty ribbon. I even stowed a couple in the freezer to eat on Wednesday when the "sugar" bet is finally over.

I love making these little tasty cakes. It is such a reminder of Maine.

SCIENCE FAIR

2011-02-13T19:47:00.000-07:00

Katie's 5th grade class participated in the Science Fair this week.

Her report was on "Which Paper Towel Brand Absorbs the Best"?

It was a pretty easy science fair project

DARE GRADUATION

2011-02-13T19:36:00.000-07:00

Thursday Katie and Becky graduated from the "D.A.R.E." Program at school. Becky was one of the 2 children in her class that were chosen to read her essay during the graduation.

DARE ESSAY by Becky Weber

I think D.A.R.E. is great! I have adopted the skills of the DARE decision making model. I'm now able to define the situation, assess my choices, respond and choose a choice and evaluate and see if it was a good choice. I know these new skills will help me with drug problems in the near future.

I was amazed at the tobacco facts. I already knew it was bad for you, but I didn't know it had 200 known poisons or that 400,000 people each year die from tobacco related causes. I was stunned by how deadly marijuana is and people still smoke it even though it's illegal in the United States. I've learned that smoking is like giving yourself a death sentence. Alcohol isn't as deadly as smoking but can still cause problems to a growing body and can damage every organ in your body.

Overall, I now have more skills and can finally resist drugs. I can make better decisions and I know what to say when offered drugs. I know about peer-pressure and facts about drugs. I know the more I practice these new skills the easier it will be to resist drugs.

Now I finally have learned about the crazy effects of alcohol, the deadly marijuana and the poisons of tobacco. Even if I wanted to, I wouldn't be able to live with myself knowing what I'm smoking. I swear on my life that I will stay away from all drugs. Thanks to my officer I can live a healthy life while knowing about what I'm staying away from.

WHERE I WAS...

2011-01-28T17:58:00.001-07:00

(front row) Michael J. Smith, Dick Scobee, Ronald McNair;
(back row) Ellison Onizuka, Christa McAuliffe, Gregory Jarvis, Judith Resnik

25 years ago today was the day the Space Shuttle Challenger broke apart 73 seconds into its flight.

I was home sick that day. I remember sitting in the living room. We did not have hundreds of channels to watch, so I remember laying on the coach and watching as the Space Shuttle took off. It was so exciting. There was a teacher on the flight, Christa McAuliffe, and she was the first civilian to be going into outer space. I remember the talk about who else would be able to go after this. I remember thinking anyone would be able to go into space one day. Maybe there would be hotels on the moon when I got older and the shuttle would transport us there...remember I was only 13.

Then right before my eyes as we watched that incredible vehicle soaring closer to the heavens something looked different the cloud of exhaust split apart in two. I remember the commentators on the television not being sure what was happening. Then it all became clear the shuttle had exploded. And all seven of the crew members had not survived. What an eerie thought, that I had just witnessed 7 people dying. I cried a little. I remember feeling a little silly that I was sobbing for people I did not know. And yet my heart went out to their families and loved ones.

It was definitely one of those moments in my life where I have always remember. And said those names or spoke of that day with a little reverence in my voice.

"We will never forget them, nor the last time we saw them, this morning, as they prepared for their journey and waved goodbye and 'slipped the surly bonds of Earth' to 'touch the face of God" ~~ President Ronald Reagan

THURSDAY CRAFTING

2011-01-27T15:51:00.000-07:00

This Thursday the "crafting ladies" had not specific project. One friend brought her scrapbooking project, a few others were working on the ornaments for their SWITCHAROO that I made last week. My incredibly crafty friend Mikki, had found a couple of Valentine projects I could work on. SO I showed up on her doorstep at 10:00 am ready to get my craft on.

I made this cute sign with the heart on it, and we both made a set of these blocks...One side is Valentines and the other is St. Patrick's Day. We also made a set of HEART shaped outlet covers for the kitchen which I {LOVE}.

I am so very grateful for the ladies I get together with on Thursday. We have had GREAT conversations and so many laughs. What a blessing to surround myself if wonderful women.

WA-OGGING OUTSIDE

2011-01-25T09:28:00.000-07:00

With the bitterly cold weather we have had the last few weeks I have taken to treadmilling rather than freezing my bum outside. There are two problems with that...

(1) the treadmill can get a bit boring after a while

(2) it is too easy to stop earlier than i initially had planned.

So after looking at my planner yesterday and seeing that it is only 11 WEEKS until the Salt Lake Half Marathon I realized I needed to take this "working out" a little more seriously.

So I pulled on the running tights (okay, I know the mental image of me in running tights is terrifying, but you can stop laughing now), the ear muffs, gloves, 2 layers of shirts and a hoodie sweat shirt. I also opened up a pack of handwarmers that I picked up at the Target $1 Pot a month ago. With nano in place and garmin on my wrist (unfortunately the battery wasn't completely charged and only got about have my wa-og recorded) I headed outside.

The first part of my walk was cold, but not as bad as I had anticipated, but the second half, mother nature decided to mix it up on me and decided to send down some snow. And the last few blocks I had the cold wind hitting he side of my face with little ice pellets mixed it...NOT SO MUCH FUN!!!

There is a pretty cool sense of accomplishment that comes from going outside for a wa-og compared to just doing it on the treadmill. Looking forward to more training outside!!

VALENTINE SWITCH-A-ROO

2011-01-20T17:07:00.000-07:00

The switch-a-roo tree with the Valentine ornaments

Today I spent the afternoon with my friend Mikki and my other friends that craft on Thursdays. We finally made the Valentine "switch-a-roos". This was definitely one of the easier projects to work on. We started at noon and had them ALL done by 3:00pm. Mikki was smart and just purchased the wooden hearts in two different sizes from Roberts and then cut out the other decor: Hershey Kiss, lips and x's & o's. We painted everything either pink, white or red. Then we used some of the cute scrapping paper that is out there to cover the hearts and pretty much glittered the heck out of everything else. I dived into the "LOVE" themed scrapping accessories I had to embellished them up a little.

Cute glittered smoochie lips

A simple sign with rub-ons and rhinestones

Hershey kiss, made of wood, pained brown and wrapped in foil

TREASURE HUNTING

2011-01-19T19:59:00.000-07:00

After having a FABULOUS loss at my "Wednesday Weigh-In" I decided to do something I love. I headed over to Deseret Industries (DI) and went treasure hunting. First I perused the books. I found some good paperbacks to add to the kid's book shelves. Then I ran across a couple of fun hardcovers to convert to cute handbags and e-reader covers (if I can get then to work). Then I couldn't help but to walk through the dishes section and that is where I found these...

There was a large white Pyrex bowl with this cute Amish friendship bird pattern in orange and yellow marked $1.00. Then next to that were these 3 nesting Pyrex bowls in these bright yellow and orange colors. The middle sized bowl has the cutest yellow daisies. So the small and medium bowl were marked $0.75 each and the large one was $1.00. So I managed to snag these cute Pyrex bowls for $3.50...

I know I probably didn't "need" another set of bowls, but I just could not resist those bright cheerful colors and the awesome price tag...

Totally made my day...

mY sEwInG oBsEsSiOn

2011-01-15T18:51:00.010-07:00

Prior to Christmas I began sewing more than I had in years. My friend Suzanne shared a purse she had made with me and I loved how it turned out and the spark on inspiration was lit. I made a few more purses before Christmas, but quickly discovered that my old Brother sewing machine made the process less than enjoyable. The bobbin kept slipping as I would sew and the tension was never quite correct. I spent more time swearing at the machine and threatening to chuck it across the room than actually sewing. So I subtly (I emailed Steve links to 3 different sewing machines I liked) let Steve know I might be interested in getting a new sewing machine for Christmas. And boy did he deliver. This is the awesome machine I opened on Christmas morning. I was pretty excited, but also a little intimidated by the machine. It is computerized and I was nervous I might not be able to work. So it took me a week or so to actually plug it in and give it a whirl.
It runs so smoothly. I love that when I finish a stitch, it stops with the he bobbin is so easy to load. It has a bunch of stitches. Some I am familiar with, but there are a bunch I have never seen before and I am not sure yet what to use them for. It has a few stitches that can be used for quilting, which I think is pretty sweet. It has definitely made going down to my craft room to sew a much more enjoyable experience. So much so, I am a afraid Steve is going to be sorry he bought me the machine because I am spending so much time in front of it.
My sewing machine is not getting much rest right now. I have been collecting different upholstery fabric to keep me busy making purses for my etsy store. I have thought about getting a box to store all these fabric in, but it makes me smile whenever I walk downstairs and see that stack of rich colors and textures sitting on my counter.
The other thing I have enjoyed making in the last few weeks has been these memo pad holders OR planner holders. I keep making one for planner. Then after I make I think, "what if it had another pocket" or my last idea was "I think it would look cool if there was a ruffle". So off I go down to the craft room, pull out some fun fabrics and whip one up. This is today's creation...
Love these fabrics and colors. So bright and sunny.
And there is my ruffle. I think it is so cute.
Two little pockets I can slide coupons and such into.
And of course the memo pad, which is a must for me. A place for me to make my "to do" lists. I think this may be the perfect cover for my planner. But we'll see...

FLOWERS

2011-01-06T19:58:00.002-07:00

Last night, after working 12 hours in the pharmacy, Steve stopped and bought me some flowers. Now some wives might think, "...hmmmm, what did he do that he needed to make up for it with flowers?" That's not the case with Steve. For a few years now Steve has kept two vases (one on the kitchen table and the other next to my bed) in our house filled with flowers. In the Spring and Summer he picks flowers from our yard: daffodils, tulips, petunias, daisies, lilacs but mostly my bouquets consist of various roses from our bushes. Then in the fall and winter it becomes a little more difficult to keep them filled, but he manages. I love the smells and colors of the flowers, but more than anything I appreciate the effort Steve puts into keeping those vases filled...that even after a long day at work, when he probably would just like to get home, change out of his work clothes and veg out, he thinks of me and stops to purchase these beautiful tokens for me.

Thank you Steve, for loving me so very much. I hope I keep all the vases in your life filled and bring you just as much happiness!!!

FROM DRAB to FAB!!

2011-01-04T20:54:00.005-07:00

I love to carry a planner with me everywhere I go. I purchased a new one for 2011 from Target. It is a Franklin Covey, I love the layout of the pages, but the cover is very plain and drab. Then I remembered a Vera Bradley notepad my mom had gifted me a few years ago. It was fabric and padded. Whenever I looked inside my purse and saw it there it would just make me smile. So this seemed like the perfect solution to my planner problem and a great project to break in my new sewing machine.

I added some pockets to the inside cover to stash receipts and business cards. I can even store a pack of post-its to jot quick notes. Definitely a planner a would be proud to pull out and make my notes and calendar our family events

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 18

2010-12-23T08:53:00.010-07:00

I helped Belle make her friend gifts this year. I was visiting some of the crafting blogs that I love and saw this necklace . The blog authoress said she had seen similar necklaces at Anthropologie. So I thought this could be a fun gift for Belle's "fashionista" friends. I cut out the piece and showed her how to gue them to the felt and she went to town. I think once the holidays are over I might try to make a couple for myself. Maybe using different colored fabrics.

This is what the finished necklaces looked like.
While Belle and I were busy creating, Katie and Becky were over at their friend, Hailey's house, for a Christmas party. They had to bring a $1 exchange gift. Katie brought her camera along with her so I could add these fun pictures to my December Daily...ENJOY!!!
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DECEMBER DAILY: Day 17

2010-12-23T05:48:00.009-07:00

Sing-a-Long at the Rhee Home.

My kids love these get togethers. Sandra is a very accomplished piano player. She has made music books and has bells for the kids to ring as they carol. She takes requests from her guest. My kids were the first 4 requests. (they are not shy at all) It is a fun opportunity to visit with friends that do not live in our neighborhood, so I am especially grateful for that opportunity.

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 16

2010-12-19T09:07:00.018-07:00

Katie and Becky received some flour from the school a few days before their off track time began. They have wanted to make their bread. They were instructed to make 2 loaves, one to keep and one to give away. I finally found a window of time that Katie could make her two loaves. Oh the aroma that came from our oven as that bread baked. I love the smell of bread baking. The loaves turned out beautifully.

In the afternoon was the "Bowling & Crafting Friends Party". Annette and I have taken turns hosting this fun little party. We had a nice potluck luncheon of soup, salads, rolls and yummy desserts. I have to say the ladies that come to this party are great cooks. We spent an hour eating the yummy food, visiting and laughing and then the "Yankee Swap" portion of the party began. There were some fun gifts that became pretty popular: a wooden handmade standing snowman, sherpa blanket, a cute metal snowman, an apron and cookbook set...But the big fun came with the swapping. So glad we all have a great sense of humor and don't take anything too seriously.

I am so very grateful for each one of these ladies . and their friendships that they have been so generous to share with me. Some of these ladies I have known since we moved to the neighborhood and some I have been blessed to get to know better this year. I have learned so much from these women. I have learned about loyalty, compassion, creativity...I am honored to have each one of these ladies in my life. A wonderful gift that I get to carry with me all year long. We ended the day with attending Belle's Choir Concert. The singing was quite beautiful, but by far my favorite part of the evening was Belle played the piano to accompany the choir for one of their pieces. She has not taken piano lessons for 2 years. The piano teacher we were using got quite ill and had to let her students go. It has been a little difficult to find a teacher. She has definitely comes by the talent of playing the piano naturally. I was so impressed at how well she played.

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 15

2010-12-18T10:45:00.009-07:00

Spent most of the afternoon at Mikki's working on our last craft of the year. We made a cute Nativity. Susan, Annette, Lisa, Tammie and of course Mikki were there. I sometimes think if we just painted instead of giggling and laughing we would be done so much quicker. But the laughing is probably the best part of getting together.
I have really enjoyed going over to her house once a week and making something. The last few months have been so good for me. So many of those creative muscles have been put back to work.
The evening was mutual for Zack and Belle. Belle and the other Young Women in the ward celebrated the holiday. They had a $1.00 gift exchange, played games and sang carols. I sometimes miss being in the Young Women's organiztion. Belle came home with these pictures and it looked like so much fun was had. I am glad she has such great leaders and good friends in there.

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 14

2010-12-18T10:31:00.006-07:00

Time to makes some minor repairs...the top of the "mommy" Christmas tree was not staying lit. It was happening more and more frequently until until the last few days when it wasn't on at all...GRRRR!!! Steve took the top off of the tree to see if he could figure out what was happening. Unfortunately he did not have any luck. Actually he got to the point where it wasn't turning on at all. So we decided for a couple of dollars we could restring some new crystal light and take off the old ones. In theory this seemed like a GREAT idea, until we started to remove the old light. There was a little plastic clip next to each bulb that held the string in place. This meant that I had to remove about 100 of those little plastic clips. Luckily Katie and Becky wandered into the room and I wrangled them into helping me out with my little project. They are fabulous helpers.
Before too long, we got all the old lights removed and the new ones in place. This put Steve back on the ladder to reassemble the tree. And the next thing we knew "ta-da" we had ALL the lights on the Christmas tree illuminated!!

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 13

2010-12-18T04:45:00.006-07:00

After bowling, I dropped the girls off at home and set them up with some lunch. Then I was off to Annette's. We saw the cutest idea online for making these mini dry-erase boards from white plates. These seemed like they would make the perfect party favors. So we went to TaiPan Trading and got these cute white salad plates. Then we spent a few hours cutting out the words and fliagree from vinyl using the Cricut. It was pretty easy tranferring in the vinyl to the plates and then we wrapped all 19 of the plates using tissue paper, cellophane and pretty read ribbons. When I ack of plate ready for the get together we had planned on Thursday for the ladies we bowl with and have been crafting with this year.

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 12

2010-12-18T04:14:00.010-07:00

Since Steve has to work on the Sunday before Christmas (which is when the Christmas program is at church) we decided to deck everyone out in their new Christmas outfits. My girls have grown up so much, there is no more crinoline lined dressed with lots of bows and frills. All 3 of their dresses looked much more mature. Belle even got an "actual pair of high heels". She squealed with joys when I revealed them to her. They are pretty cute shoes. And Zack had asked for a suit. So he received a nice black suit with a crisp white shirt.

So as I have done in the past, I made sure everyone was dressed and ready 30 minute before church so we could get some family pictures taken. I took individuals of everyone. Belle showing off her "sassy" side, Zack exuding a little GQ and Katie and Becky showed me that even though they are getting bigger, they are still very much my little girls. And of course, I turned my camera over to one of the kiddos and had them take a few snapshots of my and my best friend!!

After dinner was done that evening and dishes were completed, we put on our coats and walked around the block to the Harrises. There home was being used to collect donations for the Road Home. A few of the ladies organized this event for our neighborhood to participate in. The idea in itself was wonderful. They did send around a letter suggesting that people participate in this activity in lieu of neighbor gifts. I'm sure many people consider this a great idea, I am not one of them. I mean the service idea is AWESOME and I was happy to participate, but the neighbor gift idea just did not sit well with me. I enjoy doing my neighbor gifts. Part of the reason we moved her was because we wanted to have neighbors. I don't care if I receive anything FROM my neighbors, but I truly enjoy giving gifts to those who have been kind to my family and I over the past year, letting those who I know, but maybe haven't done much with lately, that I still adore them. So Steve and I decided that we would do a little of both: donate to the neighborhood service project and give a few neighbor gifts.

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 11

2010-12-15T04:54:00.011-07:00

My friend Mikki shared this great idea for a craft. To make a Christmas Tree t-shirt using ribbons. But instead of making it myself, I had Katie and Becky make their own. They chose the ribbons and then ironed them down. Then they used my sewing machine and stitched the down to make sure they did not lift up.

They did such a great job. It wasn't too hard a project and I know they are 11 years old, but Istill think of them as my babies and that they couldn't possibly be able to do things on their own.

I love all my children for their sweet spirits and what they bring toour family. So it shouldn't surprise anyone when I say I just adore these two girlies. They enjoy making and creating as much as I do. I am so grateful that Heavenly Father sent me these two "crafty" angels.

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 10

2010-12-15T03:50:00.013-07:00

For the last 5 years, one of the highlights of the season is the Duve's Christmas Party. We have been blessed to have this couple as friends for 6 years. We play games and go to movies with throughout the year, but this is by far my favorite thing to do with them. They invite other friends from the neighborhood and the ward to their home for an evening of conversation and good food. But the highlight of the evening by far is the White Elephant exchange portion bring to the of the evening. The $5.00 gift we bring to this party, we look for throughout the year. Some of the gifts are usually silly, gross, or just plain HILARIOUS. This year was not a disappointment. We saw a Tupperware container with goldfish, a pair of "Booty-Pop" underwear, a "Bump-It" hair accessory, 2 "Hill Billy Handbags", a talking Christmas wreath, a 7X pair of men's tightie whities, poop made into a bird "sculpture", a t-shirt with one couple's picture on and they autographed it, a pair of Jazz Tickets for the game that was being played while we were at the party, a Grinch stuffed animal, a Santa Mr. Potato Head, a bottle of Martinelli's with a flask, a large bag of gummie bears, and so much more. But by far the FUNNIEST thing I have ever seen was a set of antlers mounted with different Christmas ornaments hang off of them. Oh that's not all...two of the ornaments, when squeezed, "tooted" Christmas songs.

Steve and I went home with the Mr. Potato Head and the Martinellis with the Flask. The action we took in acquiring "the spud" did bring a little controversy. It has been given the name "the Weber" if an item is stolen from a person, then said person steals from their spouse so that their spouse can reacquire the originally stolen item. We feel so HONORED to now have a been awarded such a prestigious accolade. As usually, the party was fabulous, GOOD FRIENDS, GREAT CONVERSATION and MUCH LAUGHING!!

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 9

2010-12-14T07:40:00.004-07:00

This is actually one of the school activities I really enjoy attending, the South Jordan Middle School Band Concert. This is Zack's 3rd year playing the oboe and I think the best part is watching the look on his face once he has completed the piece. The audience begins to applaud he looks like it is all for him, and I think that is awesome.
On top of performing 3 pieces with the Symphonic Band, he also performed 2 pieces with the Jazz band. He is definitely one that"feels" the music as he plays. He is bopping and bouncing as he plays the notes.

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 8

2010-12-12T19:42:00.007-07:00

Katie, Becky and I were out there door early. They came along with me to finish up much of my Christmas shopping. I had a list that I hoped to have all the items checked off on, which meant we had to visit many different stores. They were awesome and very patient with me. And it all paid off for them. Once we got to Target I bought them each a bag of popcorn, which they thoroughly enjoyed.

I have to admit, although I would really much rather have everyone on the traditional schedule, I have enjoyed having these moment alone with the twins. We spent time singing Christmas songs in the car and talked about their friends and school. It is a little blessing to have this special time with them.

Later in the evening, Zack and Belle went out with the Young Men and Women to decorate mailboxes in our neighborhood. I loved going out Thursday morning and seeing all the boxes in the neighborhood with a red ribbon and sprig of evergreen. Just kind of added something to our neighborhood..

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 7

2010-12-12T15:19:00.002-07:00

Spent Tuesday cleaning up my craft room and getting caught up on some of the projects I have had stacked up. A few are Christmas gifts, so I am unable to divulge exactly what I was working on. I enjoy those moments when I can sneak away from the household chores and set my creative side free for a few hours. I sometimes think that those moments of creating something a purse, scrapbook, table runner...help to make me a good mom and wife. I need those moments to unwind and let my mind roam. I need to try to take more opportunities to sneak into my little corner of the basement during the other 19 months of the year and get my "create" on!!

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 6

2010-12-10T07:11:00.011-07:00

Usually the thing I look forward to the most on Mondays is going bowling, but this Monday was double fun...after bowling I went home and freshen up, picked up my crockpot of Taco Soup, and the handmade ornaments and headed off to Alicia Bresock's house for an ornament exchange party. This was my 2nd year being invited and I was hoping that Alicia would be hosting this again.

First we started with the luncheon portion of the day. There were 4 yummy soups a delicious green salad, rolls and lot s of yummy goodies (which I hated not getting to sample). The conversation was fun. I have been so blessed to have really gotten to know these women very well in the last few years.

Then it was time to exchange out ornaments. This was definitely a gathering of extremely creative ladies. Some of the ornaments that were made was a glass mirror that was etched with the word BELIEVE, a wooden CANDY CANE, a cute triangular SNOWMAN, my paper PINECONE,another SNOWMAN whose hat was made with an old sweater, 2 ornaments that had beautiful,old KEYS and greenery on them. One of the most remarkable ones was of a shepherd boy. He was had painted: face, body, EVERYTHING...it was BEAUTIFUL!!!

After the exchange was over we gathered in the kitchen and visited a while longer then gathered up our stuff and headed out the door. This is where my day took a terrible turn. I was having so much fun. My friend Mikki is one of the funniest people I have ever come in contact with. We both got to the front door with our hand FULL and found it nearly impossible to open the door to get to the cars. I was laughing so hard. We finally got out the door. I made it down the stairs, carrying my crockpot with the soup, my camera hanging around my neck and my ornaments...I looked back at Mikki who was saying something funny (which I can't remember what it was now) and I stepped on an uneven piece of Alicia's sidewalk and down I went....TACO SOUP AND ALL!!!!

I landed right on my left knee and scraped my elbow. Everyone of my friends were also loading their stuff into their cars and got to witness my "graceful" exit. The rushed over to see if they could help. I was crying, but also laughing at the same time and couldn't quite stop. I had taco soup on my nice white sweater, in my hair and it covered Alicia front porch. I was not sure what hurt the most when I got home...my pride or body. I did realize what wonderful friends I have. The rest of the day I spent at home taking naproxen wearing my pjs and was fielding phone calls and emails from the ladies who wanted to make sure I was okay and if there was anything they could do.

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 5

2010-12-10T06:31:00.006-07:00

The kids and I had a pretty mellow day. It was fast Sunday, so we did not have breakfast. We put on Harry Potter movies which were being shown all weekend on ABC Family while we waited for 11:00 am to arrive so we could leave for church. The lesson in Relief Society was quite moving. Jenn Hays led the lesson and shared a few memories of Christmases past. Then she had invited other sisters in the ward to share their memories with us. It was so moving. The spirit was definitely palpable in that room. Sacrament meeting was also fabulous. After we received the sacrament, the testimony meeting began. Zack was the 1st one to go up to the podium. He bore his testimony. It amazes me sometimes that I am raising this young man. His testimony is so much stronger and purer than anything I have ever experienced. I learn so much from him about what "faith" looks like. There was also another cute testimony. A little boy in our ward got up and bore his testimony about tithing. He stated a "truth" that is found in the scriptures, but said it so a matter of factly, I think it surprised many adults and we all giggled. I guess he was quite embarrassed that people had laughed at him. I feel horrible about that. I wish their was a way to convey to him that I am grateful that he shared that with us. It inspired Becky to base her Family Home Evening lesson on what he said and it was a great lesson. Not sure our lesson would have been so good if he had not been brave enough to bear his testimony and share his faith with us...thank you Jakob.

After a pretty simple supper when Steve got home, I retired to my scrap room and tried to finish up the ornaments for the exchange party I was invited to. While I worked, I turned on the First Presidencies Christmas Devotional. Last year we had been luck enough to have tickets to watch it live, this year, not so much. I did enjoy being in my jammies and crafting while I listened to the messages that were given. I have to admit, I just ADORE President Dieter F. Uchtdorf . His style of speaking, is so easy for me to understand. His talk began by telling us that there are quotes that we hear during this time of the year and he quoted scriptural references to the birth of the Savior and then moved on and quoted the GRINCH. I loved it. He talked about how we get wrapped up the hustle and bustle of the season and can become "grinch-like". That it is important to remember the true meaning of the spirit. You can hear his entire talk through the link above.
The meeting ended with the message from our Prophet Thomas S. Monson . Which is always wonderful to listen to. He talked about what he reads: The Mansion by Thomas Van Dyke, A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens and 2 Luke in the New Testament. Then he related a story about a man that was living in Frankfort Germany during the 1940's...definitely a moving story about the true meaning of Christmas.

I have enjoyed, in the past few years, this first Sunday and listening to the leaders of the church share the messages of the season with us. I hope we got the opportunity to attend it live again some day.

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 4

2010-12-08T07:06:00.007-07:00

Mom and I got up and dressed and went out to do some Christmas shopping. We don't get the opportunity to go out just the two of us. We hit TaiPan, then worked our way over to ShopKo, then HobbyLobby and finally stopped at South Jordan Christmas Boutique . There was lots of cute stuff. I had never been to that gift show, but was pleasantly surprised. It reminded my of the one that happens at the South Towne Center in November, but not nearly as large. So grateful I had Saturday to spend with mom, Definitely hope we have the opportunity to do again, SOON. The kids and I finished out our day by going to the Ward Christmas. It was pretty low key. It was held at the Stake Center. Pot luck dinner and then the Kearns High School Madrigals came and performed for us. Most of the program was just a standard choir singing, but towards the end they performed an interesting rendition of the 12 Days of Christmas. Unfortunately I will be unable to do it justice if I were to explain it, but I will tell you my kids have "performed" it several times since the event. Steve even stopped by and had some dinner after getting out of work. It was nice to be there together as a family, even if it were only for a few moments.

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 3

2010-12-07T10:19:00.012-07:00

I received a Facebook message from one of my friends in Maine. She expressed her surprise in not having received a Christmas card from me yet. I am sure that for many friends that have known me for YEARS, this was quite surprising. I usually have those cards in the mail the day after Thanksgiving. Unfortunately I came down with a yucky cold during Thanksgiving and EVERYTHING in my life fell behind a week and those cards also fell victim, but Friday morning I got up and addressed all the envelopes to the people in my address book and slid the cards I had ordered from Pear Tree Greetings, placed the stamps on and they off to their intended recipients. This year I chose to order my cards from online. For years I have done a full page letter and have even made our cards, but this year I decided I wanted to simplify the process a little. I LOVE the CHRISTMAS CARD portion of the holidays and am not willing to go entirely cyber. I hope my friends are not too disappointed in the evolution of my Christmas cards.
Mom and Pop drove up from Ferron. We went to Festival of Trees which was being held at the South Towne Center. I think it is a fun way to start off the holiday. There are hundreds of trees decorated in various color schemes, themes, materials...many of which are dedicated to someone's loved one. The stories behind the trees are so moving. The trees are bid on in a silent auction and the proceeds are donated to Primary Children's Hospital. Such an incredible event. It is breathtaking to walk into the room and see the sea of trees, wreaths, and gingerbread houses.

So happy that my parents live close enough that we get to have these moments together.

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 2

2010-12-07T09:35:00.009-07:00

Steve and I went to the performance of "SKULLDUGGERY at SANTA'S PLACE" that Zack's 2nd period Theater class put on. This is Zack's first year taking drama. I was very excited to watch him. He played the Head Elf at Santa's workshop and was so cute. There was one dance scene when the elves "get their groove on". It may have been my very favorite part of the play.

Later in the day, I hosted the monthly bookclub meeting. We discussed the book, HOUSE RULES by Jodi Picoult. She may be my favorite modern author. Her writing style is awesome. This book's main character has Aspergers Syndrome, which I found fascinating to read about. I saw so many similarities to Zack, but also realized just how "high functioning" Zack is compared to this character which is thought to be high functioning. I enjoy having the opportunity to get together with the other ladies of the book club. Discussing the bookclub is wonderful, but the side conversations are even better. I count this group of women and my monthly visit with the one of the best things about our neighborhood.

DECEMBER DAILY: Day 1

2010-12-07T09:15:00.009-07:00

I ended the 1st day of December decorating "my" tree. This is the tree that Steve gave me for Christmas. Since our 1st Christmas I had wanted a tree that would have all coordinated ornaments. So a few years ago, Steve bought me the tree and I have acquired these bright colored ornaments during the after Christmas sales. So since Steve was at work, Zack and Belle were at Mutual, so the girls and I turned on Christmas music and I decorated the tree. It is always fun to pull out those new ornaments that I bought in Januray and am finally getting to use.
I enjoy setting up this tree. A few nights before we did the "family" tree which is also fun. That trees has the ornaments we have collected over the years from the places we have visited. Steve and I also give eachother ornaments each year. This year we also gave the kiddos ornaments. Last year we had given Zack and oboe ornament and then this year we got Belle a piano ornament and Katie a Black kitty ornament. But my favorite is the Hallmark "countdown" ornament. Becky has a white board in her bedroom and has countdown all the big events of the year, so it seemed only right to give her that ornament.

I LOVE BEING A GIRL

2010-11-23T20:40:00.004-07:00

Last week I went to Deseret Industries (which is like a Goodwill or Thrift Shop) looking for some old books to convert into cute little purses. As I made my way to the book area, I noticed a couple of pieces of furniture. One was a large, overstuffed chair that was practically new. Then behind that I saw this beautiful make-up vanity with an upholstered stool. The stool was still new with a piece of plastic covering it. The vanity also appeared new with a couple of small scratches. And the best part was both pieces were just $35.00. I put it on hold and drove home to see what Steve thought of buying it. He came back with me and looked it over and agreed it was a good deal. The only flaw was there were no lights and where we wanted to put it in our bedroom we would have to install lights. We went to Home Depot and after thoroughly confusing an older gentleman that was working in the electrical department, we walked out with two light bars. Steve, the handyman that he is, attached them to either side of the mirror on the vanity and wired them to have a plug and on/off switch. He did such a great job.

So this morning I moved my makeup into the little drawer. After taking my shower I got to sit at my "girlie" make-up vanity. What a fun way to start off my day...I LOVE BEING A GIRL!!!

PATRIOTIC PROGRAM

2010-11-23T11:24:00.007-07:00

Steve and I went to the 5th Grade Patriotic Program this morning. Katie and Becky both participated. I enjoy the Patriotic Programs probably the most. I love listening to the children sing the Star Spangled Banner, God Bless America, the Constitution Song.
The sang a song about the importance of voting. Which gave Becky the chance to spell out the letter V-O-T-E like a cheerleader

Have you ever just stopped and listened to children's voices. I swear their is just something special that come through those sweet voices. The sang a song, "Thank You, Military" as a video projected images of service people and their families. I was tearing up and I am not sure if it was because of those beautiful voices or the moving images that came off the screen. Katie and Becky were hoping that their Papa Sansevero was going to be there, so he could stand and be recognized as having served and protected our freedom. So I want Pop to know that we thank him too...

I'M DREAMING OF...

2010-11-21T21:07:00.010-07:00

A WHITE THANKSGIVING? This is what we woke up to this morning...9" of snow. I am actually pretty excited. Most of the leaves have fallen off the trees and the yards were beginning to look at little brown and dead. So once that happens I am ready for the snow and the winter. Its not our 1st snow...we had gotten a few dustings, but nothing that really stuck through the day. This was REAL snow.
Steve and I got the kids out of bed and they donned their snow clothes and shovels and took to the driveway. It was a pretty heavy snow and it took them about an hour, with the help from Steve, to get it all done. Once they were done they enjoyed hot cocoa and a yummy breakfast. Then Steve left for work. It was then that I got the 1st phone call...

Ring-ring...

"Hello?"

"Oh, hi Lindsi"

"Yes, it is good packing snow"

"What is Steve gonna make?"

"Well, he has gone to work"

"You think he is looking sick last time you saw him and he should come back home? And making snow sculptures is a great way to treat a cold?"

"I'll let him know"

It continued after I got to church. People told me how excited they were to see what he was gonna to make. Telling me they wanted to drive by later to and see what was in our yard. So when I got home from church, I called Steve and told him that I was pretty sure that if he did not do a snow sculpture tonight the neighborhood might rebel. The kids went out to the backyard and tried to make a snow fort of their own, but I wouldn't let them build in the front yard, so they could save the snow for Steve.

So after we finished our Sunday dinner, Steve changed into warm snow clothes and grabbed one of the resin turkeys I have sitting on the hutch and out he went. The kids were excited to join him. Belle actually said that it is a tradition to help dad out. I'm not sure how much they actually help, but I think they enjoy being out there with him while he is doing it.

Even after all these years it still amazes me how quickly he can get one of these up. He did tell me that the snow was already beginning to get crusty when he got out there. Which made it difficult to but much detail into the feathers, but I still think his turkey turned out pretty good.

Hoping that the neighbors who inquired about what he would make, will enjoy driving by and seeing our sculpture. Its neat that he has this talent he is able to share with our neighbors and that they seem so excited to "appreciate" it.

HP 7~The Deathly Hallows pt.1

2010-11-20T06:58:00.007-07:00

Last night Steve and I took the kids to see the first movie in the Harry Potter Series. The kids had done so well on their report cards, we wanted to do something to celebrate, so we purchased our tickets a few weeks ago. We thought about going to the midnight showing, but we could not get seats all together and the prospect of going to bed at 3:30 and waking up a few hours later was not fun.
We waited for Steve to get home from work and went to the Megaplex Theater at the District. We had 10:10 pm tickets for the Imax version. The kids were so excited!! We purchased our popcorns and sodas and got settled into our seats. It was fun to listening to the audience (and Steve) cheer when the Harry Potter theme music began playing.

I have complained when we have watched other HP movies, that they leave our parts of the book that I think are so important or had looked forward to seeing how it would be depicted in the movie, but I did not have that feeling with this movie. There was a few instances where things were changed up a little, but over all I was pleased with what we saw last night. Even though much of the movie is dark and intense, there are some very funny scenes.

Probably the saddest part was a scene involving Dobby. I looked over to see Katie and Belle wiping her eyes to the right of me and then to the left Becky looked into Becky's eyes to see them filled with pools of tears...too cute!!

Definitely looking forward to July 15, 2011 to see Part 2.

It might worth getting tickets to the midnight show and being inconvenienced to getting to bed at 3:30am to say good-bye to all these characters that our family have enjoyed reading and watching.

MAYBE YOU CAN GO BACK

2010-11-13T06:14:00.009-07:00

I have been busy this week. My good friend Suzanne got the cutest purse as a gift and I admired it a few times, well a few weeks ago she made a copy of the purse and it was BEAUTIFUL and I decided I wanted to give it a try. I asked her if I could borrow the bag she made so I could measure and make me own pattern and try to make one for myself. She was gracious enough to lend me the handbag. I was so excited, but at the same time a little nervous. I am not a novice at sewing, but had never made a purse.

So after bowling Monday morning I went to JoAnne's fabrics and looked at their upholstery fabrics. I was in heaven!!! It was so much fun to walk down the aisles and touch the fabrics, hold one against another to see if the two would work together. It has been so long since I have been "really" sewing I forgot how much I enjoyed it. How much I enjoyed the hand of the fabrics, walking through the notions isles and looking at the different trims and buttons and recognizing the potential each one has of becoming something beautiful.
After choosing a couple of beautiful and luxurious fabrics I headed home and converted my kitchen area into a sewing room. I do have a craft area, but I wanted to be close to the kids as they worked on they worked on their homework and ate dinner. I made a pattern using an old brown grocery bag, which worked perfect and the cutting began...the exterior body, lining, pocket, handles. There is something so awesome in cutting a piece of fabric knowing that when everything is done this flat piece of fabric will become something and have a personality.
By 2:00 am, long after the kids had gone to bed, I had finished my 1st purse. It was beautiful, better than I thought it would be. I made some pretty satin flowers to decorate the front of the purse. I couldn't go to bed until I took pictures and posted what I accomplished on Facebook, but it was more than just a purse that had emerged. There was a piece of me that had been reignited.

Many years ago I was a student at FIDM (Fashion Institute of Design & Merchandising) with the idea of becoming the next Donna Karan. My life changed a year after starting school and I knew what I wanted more than to become a world renowned fashion designer was to be Steve's wife and a mom to our children. A mom that was focused on them and their accomplishments, so the creating side of me went dormant. I came up with ways to use those talents as a mom...I have spent hundreds of hours scrapbooking and creating a beautiful place to store the memories of my wonderful children and our trip and events. When the kiddos were little I made Halloween costumes and dresses for my little girls and decorations for the different holidays to make our home a fun place to be in. Don't get me wrong, I have LOVED my life, I don't regret any decision I have made. I am extremely blessed in every way. But now that my kids are getting older and don't need mom around as often, it is neat to know that there is that creative side of me that, once I shake the cobwebs off of, can still take a simple piece of fabric and transform it into "SOMETHING".
Welcome back CREATIVE NIK.
I hope you will stay a while.
~~MOMMY NIK

LION KING

2010-11-07T09:04:00.009-07:00

Last night the Parkway Stake put on "A Night of Broadway".

Each ward chose a musical to perform a portion of. There were performances from Annie, Bye-Bye Birdie, Music Man, Thoroughly Modern Millie, Mary Poppins and then our ward did the Lion King.

Katie, Becky and Belle signed up to participate. They spent many of their Tuesday evenings rehearsing with the other members of the ward; learning the songs, the dance steps, etc. Which meant for the next few months these were the songs the girls spent their free times singing.

This Saturday we finally got to go and see all what all the hard work had produced. They performed the songs "Can You Feel the Love Tonight", "Can't Wait to Be King" and "Circle of Life". The girls were dressed like cheetahs while the primary children were dressed like lion cubs. The adults in the ward carried cardboard cut-outs of elephant, giraffe, rhino, lion and warthog heads. It was quite fun to watch.

The girls had a wonderful experience. From going to the rehearsals, to practicing the songs together, all the way to performing in the actual production. Belle had actually been sick for the weeks leading up to the play. She wasn't getting better and we took her to the doctor where we found out that she had a little pneumonia. The doctor put her on a Z-Pack on Thursday and Saturday she was feeling quite a bit better and she began asking if she could perform anyway, which I gave in to. And I am glad I did, it was so much fun for Steve and I to sit in the audience and watch our girls dance and sing.

We have so much talents in our ward...singing, dancing, art...so much fun to see it all on display. Hope that the Stake will do something like this again.

A Creative Month

2010-11-03T15:39:00.005-06:00

I had something reignited in me...CRAFTING.

I use to LOVE crafting, but somewhere along the way my life got too busy. I have been scrapbooking, which I still absolutely adore, but I had not painted wood or sewed in so LONG!!!!

Then an "angel" entered my life...I became friends with Mikki. She is a SERIOUS CRAFTER!!!

The Queen of the power tools...

the Duchess of tole paint...

the Princess of Glitter...
She has so many great projects and ideas that she is willing to share with me and other friends.

We made these cute Thanksgiving decorations to hang on our Switcharoo Tree. We also made Halloween ones and she has ideas for Christmas, Valentines Day to also make.
This was a cute project we made during girlfriends night. So simple, but so stinkin' cute!!

Once those creating juices got flowing I was inspired to finish the quilt I had started in the spring. I had taken various old t-shirts I had collected over the years and cut them down to 12 x 12. I only tied it together, but I did hand bind it and am so proud of the job I did at that.

I am so grateful for my new friend and for her reminding me of the things that I use to enjoy doing.

RUNNING SCARED

2010-10-30T20:23:00.006-06:00

Steve ran in what will probably be his last race of 2010...the Provo Halloween Half Marathon. What a fun race to finish the year off on. He joined lots of other racers in costumes as the ran down Provo Canyon. He pulled out the "Scarecrow" costume I made him several years ago when we dressed up together as Dorothy and the Scarecrow. We had heard that it is a pretty fast course and that many people can PR on this one. So I was a little nervous that with the costume on he might not have a fabulous time, but he managed to finish with a time of 1:22...which is pretty darn good. Not a PR, but he 2nd best 1/2 marathon time.
I am gonna gush a little. I am so proud of Steve and his ability to do so well when he runs these races. I love standing around the finish line and watching the other racers come by. Then the moment comes when I get a glimpse of him. It is not usually so easy to pick him out as it was this time (not many guys dressed like scarecrows running ). I get so excited. I get so torn between taking pictures of him running or cheering him on. I usually choose the cheering and miss getting some better shots.

My Old Friend

2010-10-27T12:56:00.003-06:00

What a treat I had yesterday...my friend Michele was flying home to Maine after spending a week with her daughter and new grandbaby in Idaho.

She only had less than an hour, but Steve and I drove to the airport and hung out in the baggage claim area as we visited with her.

We were besties while I lived in Maine. Every summer we spent a week in a rental house on Cobbossee Lake. So many memories of trick-o-treating together, eating lobsters, laying out by the lake, Christmas shopping trips to Portland...Those were good times that I still cherish.

We are not as close as were in those days. Whose fault that is, I don't know. It does make me sad that our friendship has changed, but I guess that is how life is...relationship evolve and change. It is nice knowing she is still in my life and we share those special days in Maine.

BINGHAM BAND

2010-08-22T14:18:00.003-06:00

Zack spent the last week and a half at band camp (8:00 am - 8:00pm). He has signed up be in Marching Band at Bingham High School. They do not usually march the oboe, which is the instrument that he has been playing since 7th grade, but there 2 oboist that were interested in being in band, so they made it work. And the piece that they have chosen is titled MEDUSA and the oboe is very complimentary to the piece.

During the first few days of band camp, he audition for a solo and he got it. We are very proud of him and excited to see him marching this year. He will have a very busy schedule for the next 3 months which will end when they go on tour to California in November. Should be a fun experience for him.

HOBBLECREEK 1/2 MARATHON

2010-08-22T08:51:00.003-06:00

I wa-ogged (walk/jogged) in my 3rd half marathon of the year. I have been a little more nervous than I usually am before a race. My experience in the Ogden 1/2 in May was HORRIBLE and I was afraid of having some of the same problems. I was also nervous about all the steep down hills that you run in Hobblecreek. Needless to say, I still got myself out of bed at 3:30 am and got my running clothes on, taped up my feet to hopefully prevent blisters and got my bagel and banana to eat before the race. Steve and I drove to Mapleton and boarded the bus about 5:15 am and it took us up the mountain. This, in my opinion, is the most nerve racking part of the day. That 13.1 miles seems so much longer when you driving it in the bus. The bus let us out about 1 mile from the starting line, so you walk up a hill to get to the start. Our friends, the Hanceys, had driven their rv up to the camp site, that is located at the start, so we found them and hung out in a warm rv before the race. I kissed Steve good-bye and wished him luck as he made his way closer to the front of the running pack and I headed toward the tail end. The race was suppose to begin at 7:15am, but we did not actually start until 7:55am. I was a little bothered by this...you want to avoid running when it is super hot and those 40 minutes we waited, was eating up that "cooler" running time. Before I knew it, I was off, crossing the start mat and activating my timing chip. I felt GREAT. I would alternate between jogging and walking. I especially jogged on those down hills and took advantage of the momentum you get. I kept pace with my Garmin watch. I was doing awesome (for me). Last year I had finished this same race in 3 hours and 19 minutes, so my goal for this year was to finish in 3:15. But by the end of the 2nd hour I could see I was on pace to get their closer to 3 HOURS!!! I was so excited and not feeling any of the aches and pains I have felt before during a race. When I got to mile 10, I saw Steve. He had finished his race and came back up the trail and found me. I have to tell you have blessed I feel to have such a supportive husband. I was so excited to tell him about how well I was doing and how good I felt physically. I did slow down a little when I got to the part of the course that leads through the neighborhoods (about mile 11 and 12) and it was then I started to feel a blister on the side of my heal, rubbing every time I stepped. I pulled out my ear buds when I saw the sign that said MILE 13 and ran on the grass trail that lead to the finish line. I finished with a time of 3:08!!!

One of the biggest lessons I have learned in the past 3 years of participating in these 1/2 marathons is EVERYONE RUNS THEIR OWN RACE. I am so proud of what I do. I am slow and I walk/jog the whole thing, but I am doing it. I am in the back of the pack, but I am doing it. And this race was neat because I could see improvement. I jogged more than I usually do, I can feel my body has gotten strong from the work I have put in. I love the sense of accomplishment.

PERSEVERANCE

2010-08-03T15:44:00.011-06:00

Steve and I took the family to Yosemite this month. It was a family trip we had been planning for a few months. I was excited to take the kids to this National Park. It is just such a beautiful place, but that was not the only reason I was excited to go back...yes back. Steve and I had been there about 5 years ago. During that trip Steve had planned a hike that started from Glacier Point passed by a few beautiful waterfalls and ended at Happy Isles where you could pick up the shuttle to take you back to you campground. It was an 8 mile hike. I was TOTALLY out of shape and was carrying many more pounds on me (think 6 five pound bags of sugar strapped to your body). It took us 10 hours. The last 2 miles probably took us more than 2 hours, much of which had been done on my bum. Yes, I said on my bum. Descending the granite rocks that lead down the trail from Vernal Falls. It was an eye opening experience and one of the things that made me realize I needed to do something about my weight and health if I wanted to be a participant in my life and not just a spectator. Especially since I married to Steve. He is such an outdoor enthusiast, I should be able to accompany him on (some of) his adventures and not be stuck in the car or camp because I am so out of shape. When the hike was over I was glad I had finished it (alive), but also pretty embarrassed and I felt bad for Steve, to be in this beautiful park and he and spent the last few hours unable to appreciate it because he was concerned that I might not be able to get done without assistance from rangers. So once this trip was calendared, I saw this as a great opportunity to "conquer the hike" that had literally kicked my butt. Steve and I toyed with the idea of doing the whole hike beginning at Glacier point with the kids, but then determined that the 8 miles might be a little boring for them. So we opted to hike up from Happy Isles at least to the top of Vernal Falls and then back down (seriously, I think this is way harder than the original hike we did 5 years ago). The trail was nice and shaded in some parts, but it was a climb. You ascend nearly 1000 feet in the 2 miles to the top of the falls. I took it slow and steady as we climbed. My little "billy-goat" kids just bounded up the trail. They would stop every so often and wait for me and Steve to catch up. It was great, the closer you got to the falls, you would get sprayed by the falls. It was so refreshing, just what I needed. But just as I remembered there were more of those granite stairs...that good thing was that they were not as tall as I had remembered them to be.

I made it to the TOP!!! It was hard work, but definitely I was in better shape that I had been 5 years ago and I was proud of my performance getting to the top. We looked over the edge and watched as the falls crashed to the bottom. It was incredible but to be quite honest, I was still celebrating making it to the top and knowing that only half the hike was done...I still had to go down...1000 feet.
I had time to relax though. I took off my shoes and socks and stuck my feet into the Emerald Pools at which time Steve surprised me with a Diet Coke from his backpack. That was the best present he could have given me. I savored every sip of that. Steve and the kiddos went off to see the bottom of Nevada Falls which was about half a mile from Vernal. I stayed there and sat on a rock and had a mini celebration in my head until I saw them approach and I knew the hard part was about to begin.
We started the descent and I won't lie, it was as hard as I thought it would be. I don't have very strong knees. That is one of the reasons I wa-og instead of run. So every stair I stepped down on, I could feel my right knee want to give out, but I did EVERY stair on my feet. My wonderful husband took it slow along with me. He would let me know when I was holding up traffic, so I could pull over and let people pass by me. I just kept thinking, "...slow and steady wins the race..." Thank heavens for those trekking poles they helped me on each stair. Once the stairs were done, the rest was cake...ok, maybe not cake but it was easier. It was a descent, but I have done that during my half marathons, so I treated it like a half and kind of jogged my way down. That made it so easy and before I knew it we were at the shuttle stop waiting to catch a shuttle to take us back to our parked truck.
I know lots of people hiked around Yosemite that day and had been on trails that were harder and longer than what I had done, but for me I had hiked "my" Everest and made it to the top. I proved to myself that I can do ANYTHING I put my mind to. I may not have grown up a jock and in my youth took whatever class I could to get out of PE, but I can be a sporty chick. I can be the woman that Steve deserves to be married to, to share these experiences with. I can be a woman that my girls can look up to. They knew how hard that hike was for, but they watched me persevere, not give up and I met my goal. Best of all I can look at myself in the mirror and know that I am the woman FINALLY on the outside that I knew always existed on the inside.

AUNT CHERIES VISIT

2010-07-16T10:07:00.008-06:00

My Aunt Cherie and cousin Michael came for a visit over he 4th of July weekend.

It was great to spend some quality time with them. I have not seen Michale for 19 years...he was just a little boy who was fascinated with my cassette playing walkman. He is not quite such a little guy any longer and technology has come a long way.
It also gave me the chance to spend som time talking with my Aunt Cherie. She is a pretty neat lady. Kind of sad she lives so far way and the opportunities to get together are so few. But I am grateful for the visit we had this summmer.
We took a drive to the Buckhorn Panel in Emery County. The sun was in an awful position to see the indian writings clearly and definitely impossible to take pictures.

After that we drove to Millsite and had a pleasant lunch at the golf course restaurant.

GUERRETTES VISIT

2010-07-16T09:49:00.009-06:00

Glen, Kim and family came from Maine and stayed a few days with us. The first day they arrived we drove down to Manti and watched the pageant.
Saturday was fun as well. Which ended with the Slaughs, who now live in Vernal, coming for a BBQ. So much fun to see all these kiddos grown up. It was also fun just to get together with these two couples who hold such a special place in my heart. (would have been even better if the McNaughtons and Stanleys had been there)
The kids played bocce and swung on the hammock.
It was fun to watch these 3 girls play and giggle together!!
The men also got into the bocce game play.

"Make new friends, but keep the old

One is silver, the other GOLD"

FATHER'S DAY 2010

2010-07-16T09:39:00.008-06:00

One of my favorite family traditions...FATHERS DAY HIKE/BREAKFAST.

We have been doing this for a few years. We make a simple breakfast and then find a place to hike to and have a picnic. I think it Steve enjoys it too. This year we headed up Little Cottonwood Canyon. Unfortunately the place we have hiked to in years past was closed due to the snow melt, so we hiked the other side of the road where there was a pretty stream and a cool waterfall. It was a great morning, with a pretty incredible husband and dad!!

BOSTON

2010-07-16T09:20:00.007-06:00

This year when we went to Rhode Island to visit Steve's family, we took the train into Boston for the day. This is my fourth trip to Boston, I think. I love all the history that is there. It was especially great to share it all with the kiddos.
One of the best parts is the cemeteries. So many of the patriots that played a part in our countries birth are buried there along with those that fought to make it come about.

This is the Paul Revere statue that sits in the North End. Behind the statue is the North Church.

One of the best parts was going to Mike's Pastry in "Little Italy" for a yum-o canoli. I have NEVER had a canoli that tastes better than theirs. Highly recommend making the trip to the North End, if you are EVER in Boston.

We took the tour of the USS Constitution. Most of the upper deck was being refurbished, but we did get a tour of the lower decks, which was quite interesting.

The kids followed the "red brick road", which is the line you follow as you go along the FREEDOM TRAIL.

We ended the trail at the Bunker Hill Memorial. Unfortunately we were 15 minutes late to be able to climb to the top of the monument.

MEMORIAL DAY in EMERY COUNTY

2010-06-02T07:36:00.008-06:00

We were lucky to spend Memorial Day in Emery County. Pop is a member of the American Legion and spent the morning going to 3 different cemeteries to render honors for the veterans. It started in the Ferron cemetery at 10:00am. Many of the people from the tow showed up to listen to the prayer that was given, watch as the Legion members shot their weapons and then listened as "Taps" was played by the bugler.
I got a little emotional. Thinking of the freedom that me and my children have and people that have helped to defend it. I know we live in such a wonderful country and I am grateful for those that have protected our country, so much so that they have given their lives in doing so.
After Ferron, we drove to the Molen and Castle Dale cemeteries were the program was repeated. The difference in cemeteries we interesting. The Ferron and Castle Dale cemeteries had been lush and green with trees and bushes. Once we got to Molen it had an entirely different look...dirt mounds with headstones, but it looked like something you would see in an old western movie. What some families had done to "decorate" their plots, they had brought out grass clippings and scattered them on the mounds to help them look green. Mom said this was something that was done quite frequently back when she was a child.
We also took a little time during the weekend to drive out to the Emery cemetery to leave flowers on the graves of our family members. It was neat to listen to mom tell me stories about the family members I was not blessed to know.
As we left the last cemetery, I turned back and look at all the flowers, flags and decorations and it took my breath away.

MY 38th BIRTHDAY ?!?!

2010-06-01T17:18:00.006-06:00

I have ALWAYS loved my birthday...what's not to love? You are the center of attention for one day, people sing to you as they bring you an entire cake and then you open presents.

Well, this was the first year that I approached my birthday with my trepidation...HOW COULD I POSSIBLE BE 38 (almost 40)? Where has the time gone? I have a son that is going to be a Freshmen in high school...SERIOUSLY? I was JUST in HIGH SCHOOL!!! I went to a wedding last month where I was friends with the PARENTS of the groom.

I think the other realization I have had is how much my own parents DIDN'T KNOW. I remember thinking they were so old and experienced that they were making the decisions for me and brother from this vast knowledge that they had acquired as adults. I thought that once I got into my 30's suddenly I would be graced with this same knowledge...IT WAS ALL A LIE!!! I am here here to tell you, you don't receive some special "parent knowledge". I am seriously winging it as a parent. You know I am trying to make the best decisions I can, but I am still LEARNING as I go along...

So, May 30th came and we did celebrate. I attended church with my family, which is one of my favorite things to do. Then that evening Mom and Pop made me their favorite dish they had while they were in Italy...Bistecca Trestevere con Rucola (Beef steak in the Trestevere style with Arugula) and it was DELICIOUS!!! There was no birthday cake slathered with icing (due to the fact I am cutting out sugar for a year), but my mom did make me a yummy orange-cranberry bread which she stuck 2 pretty candles that look like roses.

I survived the increase of a year and after thinking about all I have accomplished in my 38 years, I am pretty happy and look forward to what the next 38 hold in store for me.

SAN RAFAEL SWELL

2010-06-01T14:41:00.009-06:00

We went down to Ferron for Memorial Weekend. Steve brought along the canoe and decided to let the twins come along with him. The water level of the river was not as high as he hoped and there was some concern that what should be about a 5 hour float would be slightly longer. But that was not going to stop this adventuresome trio. They hit the water about 9:00 am. I went back to mom and pop's and we packed up a picnic to bring back down to "the swell" to greet them once they were done.
As we made our way to the Swinging Bridge, we stopped at the Buckhorn Panel and appreciated some of the pictographs that had been left there by the indians. I have always been fascinated by these images and would love to know exactly what inspired them. These characters that have big hands and long bodies. You can make out animals, which assumed were deer and some things that look like snakes.

After leaving the panel we ended at the campgrounds near Swinging Bridge. It was there that we unloaded the ATV and Zack and Belle took turns driving it around the area. I began to watch the time anticipating Steve and the girl's arrival. Once it was well past the 5 hour mark, we decided to break into the picnic fixings and make sure we left some for the canoers. After lunch was through I decided to give the ATV a try. I have been a little skeptic to get on the thing. I have never driven a moped, motorcycle or any other motorized vehicle, so the thought of driving that "beast" was a little scary. Once I got on, I realized it was not a beast at ALL. I even got a kick out of doing it, which meant that now Zack and Belle had to take turns with me.
Steve and the girl finally made it to the bridge at 3:00 pm (2 hours later than anticipated). They had a wonderful time in spite of the water level, but were very glad to be done and ready for some lunch. Once bellies were filled, the girlies ventured to the other side of the river to explore. They climbed up the hills looking for pretty, gem-like rocks. Once they were tired of that they would go down to the river and wade in there. It was a fun way to spend a Saturday afternoon.

BOWLING & INTERGRITY

2010-05-25T07:46:00.003-06:00

Yesterday was the "Just 4 Fun" bowling league's banquet. My team and 17 others had a nice luncheon at La Caille in Sandy. At the end of the luncheon is when the awards are presented. My team took 1st place, which should have been an exciting moment, but I was really rather tense. And as Paul Harvey would say, "this is the rest of the story"

When Dayna and I started bowling 3 years ago, a fellow bowler told us that for our 1st game of the season, you should not try to bowl your VERY best game. She did not say to tank it, which we don't, just that if you start with an awesome average, it is hard to maintain or surpass it. So for the last 3 years on our 1st game, Dayna, Stacey(former teammate) and I would bowl a mediocre game. Which really wasn't too hard, since it had been 3 months since we had bowled anyway. So the thought of having our best game being in game 1 was pretty silly anyway.

Well, this season we started the same. Then game 2 came. We played a team, their name isn't important, and after having played our 3 games two of the members began to accuse us of cheating. I had a lot going on in my personal life, so quite honestly it did not phase me. I just chalked it up to "poor sportsmanship" and went on with my life. Figuring they would get over it and all would be fine. Well, my teammate Stacey, was quite angry having her integrity in question. So she went to the home of one these women and spoke to her. The woman apologized and we thought that would be it. Well fast forward 3 months, we are scheduled to play the same team and now I have a new teammate, Suzanne, who has heard that the opposing team has pre-bowled because they did not want to play us. I tried not to let this bother me again. I was a little disappointed because I was somewhat friendly, previously, with this woman and that she would "judge" me and not even discuss it with me was very bothersome. So after that January game, I began to pay attention to the ladies on that team. They were so cold to us; no smiles or hellos. They were still angry. I was floored, but I continued to play through the season. Well, we played them one final time about 4 weeks ago and they were just as cold and immature. Not making eye contact, no small talk and I got angry. Seriously, it was bothering me.

Which leads us to the night before the banquet. I was laying in bed, unable to sleep. The thought of going to the banquet and those ladies being there was really bothering me. Who had they told in the league that they felt we were cheaters...how would they react when it was announced that we had won...what would they be whispering as we opened our envelope. Then I found myself wondering, "...did we cheat?" Their behavior this season had made me question my OWN integrity. What if we had, without knowing it. So after the banquet had concluded, I pulled aside one of the ladies that sits on our league's board and told her what we had done and asked if she felt what had done was cheating. She said no. She also said that someone had accused a member of her team of doing the same thing last year. This meant a lot to me. I don't go bowling on Mondays to win (although I will admit it is pretty neat). Of course I want to do well, but I am there for the girlfriend therapy and my large diet coke. I went to bed last night secure with the fact that we had not done anything wrong. I can look those women in the eyes and know that I have not done anything wrong. So the biggest prize for me after the banquet was a confirmation of my integrity and that is PRICELESS.

OGDEN HALF MARATHON

2010-05-16T18:22:00.005-06:00

Woke up at 3:45am. Steve and the kids were sound asleep as I dressed for the race. I applied my "13.1" temporary tattoo to my arm, braided my hair, used the foot powder that would help prevent blisters, made sure I had my bagel and Powerade and was out the doors of the Marriott by 4:30am and on my way to be loaded on the buses that would take me and the other 2300 Half Marathoners to the start line. That is when you really begin questioning your sanity. The bus just keeps going and going up the mountain and you keep thinking, "that should be 13 miles...shouldn't it?" The bus finally stops and we file off the buses and feel the crisp air. Luckily there are barrels that have fires lit in them. We all gather around and try to stay warm for the next hour and a half until we begin the race. Some people are chatting about past races, PRs, and injuries they have had. Some, like myself is eating a light breakfast while downing some powerade or water and thinking about what the race had in store for us. About 40 minutes before the race the lines at the port-a-potties begins to form and people begin to shed layers of clothing and dropping their gear bags off to be driven to the finish line. Time to wander over to the start line. I don't line up anywhere near the front. I walk/jog and try to stay out of the way of the REAL runners. So I am more towards the back of the crowd. People around me are stretching and it is now that the excitement of what we are about to accomplish can be felt in the air. At 7:00 am the crowd of people lurch forward and then slowly make our way toward the official starting point. As I cross the timing mat, I press start on my Garmin watch and begin my wa-og of 13.1 miles and hopeful that I will better my time from last year.
The first 4 miles I am feeling pretty good. I want to be doing 14-15 minute miles. I am on track. It is beautiful as I am wa-ogging. At about mile 2 I strip the knit gloves off and drop them to the side of the road for someone to collect and donate to DI, but my hands have warmed up and it is silly to carry them along with me. I am still in the "slower" pack of people. I jog ahead of a woman with the green shirt and then slow down to a brisk walk. Within minutes she is jogging past me and I watch her slow down to a walk. Aww....someone I can pace myself with. We both seem to know this and we continue the "dance" of alternating leads for 4 miles. It is then that I pull off to a port-a-potty and when I come out she is gone. This is when the race began to take a negative turn. Something just started not to feel right. I stop at each water station, have a drink of water and visit the port-a-potty(I know TMI)I'll just leave it at that. Put each stop is adding minutes to my time and no ground is being covered. I am watching my goal of crossing the finish line quicker than last year slipping through my fingers. I am trying to remain positive, "...at least I will finish...remember to run your own race...just doing it is important..."

After mile 10 you are officially out of Ogden Canyon and there is a HUGE group of people to cheer on racers. This feels so good. Kind of the boost ya need to help you go those 3 more miles. I thought it might be enough, along with the messages that have been left by other runner's families, to push me to the end . But shortly after I completed mile 11 I can feel my body aching. Every step brings a new pain along with the discomfort I have been feeling throughout the canyon. I pass by a bench and for a breif moment think, "I should stop and sit there....Steve would come and look for me everntually..." But I don't. I pass by the bench and will my legs to keep going. It is then that my "KNIGHT in SHINING ARMOR' came out of no where. There was Steve who had walked up the trail to walk along with me for the last 2 miles. I was so grateful to see him. I explained to him the troubles I had and my frustrations with knowing I would not attain my goal. He told me I was still making good time considering all the stops I had to make. I know he talked to me as we walked on the trail, but unfortunately I can't tell you what he said. I was focused on finishing. Then we came around the corner onto the street that would lead me to the finishline. That is when Steve left me. He ran ahead to take pictures of me finishing. This, in my opinion, is the longest mile in ANY race. When you can see the finish line, yet it doesn't seem to be getting any closer. I am focused on the music playing on my nano...it is then that Miley Cyrus's THE CLIMB comes on. I know, way corny, but seriously I needed it. I was feeling so defeated that I had not made my goal, but then I hear Miley singing,

"I can almost see it

That dream I'm dreaming

But there's a voice inside my head sayin,

You'll never reach it,

Every step I'm taking,

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but I

Got to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,

Sometimes you going to have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb"

I totally began crying. Not a pretty tear dropping down my cheek, but the full on blubber with the ugly look on my face. I began to run, as much as my legs would let me, until they lead me over the finishline. And as I crossed they announced, "...Nikki Weber just finished..." over the loudspeaker. I get my medal for completeing the race. And that quick it is over. My official time 3:39:26. Definitely not my best time, but I DID IT and I FINISHED!!!

ZACK'S DAY

2010-05-14T09:03:00.008-06:00

Zack's morning began with a breakfast at school. Steve and I came along and he received an award for being STUDENT of the MONTH. As I said in a previous post, he has really worked hard to figure out how to maneuver life with his Asperger. He has worked so hard to maintain his straight A's and of course Steve and I have been so impressed of his hard work, but it was neat to see the school recognize his hard work and what an all around good person he is. We had to say a few words about him, and in typical Nikki fashion, I got choked up as I spoke about Zack and how proud I am of him. The principal told us that there are over 1500 students (7-9 grades) at the middle school. And every month 2 boys and 2 girls from each grade are chosen from a list that teachers have nominated.

Then Zack's day ended with the school SPRING CONCERT. Zack performed 3 pieces with the Concert band. He even had the opportunity to introduce the song, "Lest We Forget" which was being dedicated to those who serve our country. Then he took a small break as another group of band students performed and then returned to perform with the Jazz band. He told us later the funnest part of the concert was the music he got to play with the Jazz Band and in particular, "Dawnwood Blues". I am so glad he is enjoying playing the oboe. He is looking forward to playing with the Symphonic Band next year as a 9th grader and also joining the Bingham High School Marching band

BELLE'S SOFTBALL

2010-05-12T10:01:00.005-06:00

This year Belle is playing 12 and under softball. It is been fun to watch this year,but many of the rules have changed. She has had a couple of chances to pitch this spring. She is still struggling a little to get her strikes, but I love her spirit to keep trying. She is one of the smallest players on the team, so much so that her coach has taken to calling her, "TINY". Initially she was a little frustrated that he called her Tiny, but I think she has realized that he is calling her that because he likes her.

JUNIOR HONOR SOCIETY

2010-05-12T09:46:00.006-06:00

Zack was inducted into the Junior Honor Society this year. He has managed to maintain straight A's this year and decided to apply. We are so proud of all his hard work. All I could think as I sat and watched the ceremony was how far my son has come. During 6th grade, when his Asperger that was not yet diagnosed started to be a challenge in class, I watched as my son felt so defeated when it came to school work. His grades had slipped and he had lost all confidence in himself and his abilities. Flash forward 2 years, he has managed straight A's for the last 2 years in middle school, some of his classes he has over 100 %, he has learned how to prioritize his time and to control his impulses that are a part of his AS. I know all the parents that sat in their room were proud of their child's accomplishments, but I felt something more. My son has battle himself and it appears as won.

The best part was seeing this smile. He was proud of himself and what he accomplished. That night he was my HERO.

TIFFINY'S BREAST FRIENDS

2010-05-11T14:01:00.004-06:00

Belle, Katie, Becky and I walked with some other friends from our wad in the Susan G. Komen Race for a Cure. We walk in support of my friend Tiffiny who is a survivor.

SCRAP & PLAY

2010-05-11T13:26:00.003-06:00

Gotta love a weekend away with girlfriends. A few months ago Suzanne, Dayna, Tammie and I signed up for Scrap & Play that was being hosted by Creating Keepsakes Magazine at the Marriott in Provo. This was a whole new event. I had attended CKUs, but this promised to be a little more low key. There were a few projects that we would be working on and then we would have lots of cropping time. Teresa Collins came on Friday evening (shortly after her grandson was born) to instruct us in making a book about home. I love, love, love her style. She spent a little bit of the time with us sharing the 1st pictures of her beautiful grandson. We scrapped into the early morning and then retired to our room for a few hours of sleep. It was here at 2:30 am that Tammie decided this would be a great time to have a pillow fight or run out for ice cream. Unfortunately for Tammie, the rest of her roomies were too tired to indulge her. Saturday morning we dressed, grabbed a bagel or muffin and wet back to scrapping. The Scrap & Play staff hung around until about 5:00 pm. It was then that they left us all in the banquet room with no music, or games or anything until we were done at midnight. Although the projects and attention for the first half of the event were wonderful, CK once again lived up to my low expectations. I can't imagine inviting friends for a crop and then leaving them in my basement with no music and food. Truly the most important part of the weekend was spending time with friends.

SALT LAKE MARATHON

2010-05-11T13:07:00.004-06:00

This was my first time running in the Salt Lake City Half Marathon. Steve has run the Full course a couple of times and it was the 5K that I first tried any sort of race. This year I thought I would give the half a try. We got a ride to the start in our friend's motor home. Which made it very convenient for last minute potties before the race. Steve and the other "real" runners took their place toward the front of the pack, while I headed to the back of the line where I would feel more at home. I was a little nervous to be ll alone, but once I crossed the start line, I really got into the fact that I could o at my own pace. No worries about how fast the person with me was running or the fear of going too slow and embarrassing myself. It was my race, my run and I would do it MY way.
I enjoyed the course, more than I thought I would. I did not have my best time, but I had thought it would take me 3:45 to complete the whole thing I was done in 3:25. So that was an accomplishment, for me. And even better was that I felt GREAT. I did have a few blisters on my feet, which I was actually a little proud of and wore like metals of honor. The Salt Lake Half is definitely a race I would like to try again.

BOYS and THEIR TOYS

2010-03-24T15:55:00.007-06:00

Since Steve got his truck, 3 years ago, he has wanted to get a trailer to tow behind it. We have gone to the RV shows and walked through them and picked up the brochures, but just couldn't bring ourselves to actually buy one. Well, we began to plan a trip to Yosemite and thought it might be cool to rent an RV and drive it there and sleep in it rather than doing the tent thing. I LOVED the idea. So one day we went to the rental agency and inquired how much it would be to rent one for 4 days and go all the way to California...$2000!!! SERIOUSLY!!! I was a little disappointed, it seemed like such a fun way to do the vacation. As we drove out of the parking lot I noticed an RV dealership next door and thought maybe we should stop there and see if they rent. Unfortunately they didn't but the salesman said he had a used one that had just been traded in. We went and checked it out...it was in great shape and they made us a deal. And that is how we bought a trailer when we went out to rent one for a trip. I have to be completely honest...I think I am as excited as Steve. It is not a HUGE trailer, we actually did not one a great big one. We wanted one that Steve could use in the late fall and early spring to help with his cabin fever, but still be able to use with the whole family. It has beds for 4...I know we have 6 in our family, but we kind of figure that on most of our family trips the kids are gonna want to sleep in the tent anyway.

I also love the thought of having a warm place to go, but by far the best part is having a potty. That was a must if we bought a trailer.

Steve and Zack have already taken it out on an over-nighter and everything seemed to work fine. I am so glad and look forward to more trips and memory making with my family.

NO SWEETS!! day 1

2010-02-16T07:10:00.005-07:00

Last year the girls had a bet with Steve to not eat CANDY for 1 year beginning February 15, 2009. About halfway through the year Katie fell out of the competition. Becky and Belle survived the entire year and spent yesterday, February 15, 2010, eating (gorging) on the candy they had collecting through the year.

Well, it was a short reunion with sweets because as of today the whole family is going NO SWEETS for 1 year. That means NO cake, cookies, brownies, candy, hot cocoa, sugar coated cereal, granola bars that are coated with chocolate or have chocolate chips. We will all get 2 "free" days to eat any sweets we want. I think my two days will be when we go to Boston in June, I have to have a canoli from Mike's Pastry, and Christmas. We have also each chosen what we would want for a prize if we make it to the end. Not only do I need to go sweet free for a year, but I need to get to my goal weight. So my prize will be going to Hawaii to show of my new slender body. I think it will be interested to see if there is any difference how I feel not taking in the added sugar...will it make a difference in my weight loss. Steve confided in me this morning that he woke up at 1:00 am wanting M&Ms, does he usually want M&Ms in the middle of the night...NO...but knowing he can't have it makes him want it all the more. Which I am sure will be the big challenge initially these first couple of weeks.

So today I bid BYE-BYE to chocolate, white sugar, fudge, ice cream for one year.

VALENTINE DATE

2010-02-13T16:11:00.007-07:00

Steve and I decided that instead of buying each other "gifts" just for the sake of buying each other something for Valentines Day, that we would go out together on Friday night. He made a reservation for us to go out to dinner and then we planned to go to a dance that our church was having. I spent much of the week being excited for Friday night. Monday after bowling I went shopping for a new dress.

I went to Dillards and Macys without much luck, but when I got to Penneys that all changed. I went into the dressing room with 10 dresses and loved them all. I was most excited about a red one that I had seen a few months ago when Steve and I had been shopping but it was regular price (and I HATE purchasing stuff at regular price) so I didn't buy it back then. Guess what...it was on the clearance rack today and in my size. WHOOO HOOOO!!! So that was the dress I chose and when I got to the register I was even more thrilled to find it was about 90% off...GET OUT of TOWN!!! Totally made my day. That meant I would have enough extra money to buy new shoes too!!!

Friday as we started our day, Steve showed me the shirt he had bought to wear on our date. I was thrilled to see he had bought something new to wear on our date too. He knows I like the shirts that are out there for men that look like a dress shirt, but then have another graphic on them...so he got one and I LOVED IT!!! I totally would have picked that out for him. Before we left for our evening out my parents and the kids got to see us all gussied up and took some pictures. It was a fabulous evening. We went to Madeline's and had a nice meal together and then went to the church for the dance. They had a photographer there who was taking photographs of the couples for free. So we stood in line and got of pictures taken before we hot the dance floor...which was a good thing because once we started dancing the pretty hair had lost its bounce and much of the makeup had been sweated off. We waltzed, swinged, boot scoot boogied and even chacha'd the night away. It felt like old times, having Steve lead me in a dance, hold me in his arms as a slow song played and twirled me around.
We had our 16th year of doing the 14 DAYS of VALENTINES. I made 14 different tags with a different quote on each one like, "You are the best thing in my LIFE" and then tied it to a box of LIFE cereal or "You LIGHT up my life" and tied it to a light bulb. It was a fun one to do this year. Steve gave me a card everyday that showed different sides of his personality that have come out in him since we have been together. And with each one there was corresponding pictures. I so appreciated the thought and effort that went into his valentines for me this year. I have the coolest husband that continues to do this silly tradition with me, but even more because he doesn't just show me how much he loves me during the 14 DAYS of VALENTINES, but he shows me every single day.

SUPERBOWL XLIV

2010-02-07T21:56:00.010-07:00

After 16 weeks of regular season and three weeks of play offs, SUPER BOWL Sunday arrived. Unfortunately the San Diego Chargers were not one of the teams playing. Instead the NFC Champion New Orleans Saints were facing the Indianapolis Colts. I guess if the Charger were no there my next favorite team would be the Colts (Peyton Manning and all his dorky cuteness)

Steve was off this week after having to work Super Bowl Sunday for the last 3. We decided it would be a great time for us to host. After attending our church meetings in the morning we came home and got into some comfortable, football watching clothes and finished prepping food. All 3 families would be bringing soups and I was providing hot wings, Stromboli, veggie tray, guacamole and other snacky food. We had soooooo much food, but with 12 children between the 3 couples much of it was eaten before the somewhat disappointing halftime show began.

Steve made a chart for us all to put our names in different boxes to predict what the winning score was. There was a silly prize for the person who chose the correct final score. It was a different way to get everyone involved, even the kids who were not much interested in the actual game, but had more interest in the food and foodies that were laying out waiting to be devoured by them.
The game was OK, commercials were mediocre, the halftime show I seriously did not enjoy. But the best part was spending a few hours with the Nighs and the Duves we have been doing this with them for 5 years. I feel so blessed to have such good friends that get our jokes and humor and I can just be myself around. It helps to make for a GREAT evening.
When the game was over...thee Colts(Peyton Manning the Cute Dorky QB) lost and the New Orleans Saints had the big WIN... we chose the winner of the game. Brecken won the good bag which consisted of a foam football (blue, good for either the Colts or Chargers), a pair of goofy novelty glasses and a whistle shaped like a football. Brecken was a good sport and donned the glasses and held the other gear for me to get my bog worthy picture..thanks Brecken.

It was a fabulous evening, can't believe we will have to wait 364 days to do it all over again. Maybe my wonderful Chargers won't choke in the play offs and will be the team I am cheering for next year.